The story my life, complicate, simple, sweet...

2010-10-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

hi, im back here again.. after such a long long time..
i almost forget how it feels writing an online journal..
anyway, this few days.. i totally have no mood to study for my exam..
even thought i know how impt this two paper are.. but why..
i still have the cant be bother attitude?
what causes me to change to become like this.. since this hasnt happen to
me before any of the final exam.. so i was really wondering..

and now, what is the next step i should take in my life..
i need to stop and think, what i really want out of my life..
and how should i go from here...is my mind bothering about too many things.
or are there too much for me to consider? this sucks..
when i dont know what i want, when everything seems to be a choice..
which is the right one?

i just need ppl who can understand me, relate to what im talking about..
but then again.. its hard to have this kind of ppl in your life..
am i right.. mayb sometimes i should just count on myself..
learn to give and take, and let go when the time comes..
hopefully the ans to all my doubts can be solve by my brain soon..
at least i wont feel so aimless..

life isnt always beautiful, its how you learn to see things in a positive way!

2010-03-02T04:16:00.002+08:00

im back here once again..for another short post on my current life..
damn bored, just hang out and working..without much ups and downs..
was comtemplating if i should find a full time job or just
stay the way i am now, cos its just a few more mths to go and i wil be fre..
but the stress and nagging from the parents are sometimes unbearable..
still thinking, should i submit my resume?? yes no yes no yes no????

anyway, wil be heading to genting again on 3rd march, wed..this time round..
it will be a big crowd.. hopefully everything will go smoothly on the trip..
no fights no quarrels..i cross my fingers.. hahahaha...
and good weather condition for the theme parks, and winning on the casino table..
hahahaha...

and this yr chinese new yr seems to pass very fast, and unknowingly the
new yr ended, which can be a good thing or a bad thing..no more ang pao...
but this yr i do not have to go visiting, which is something im happy about..
cos seriously, i dont really know the meaning of new yr gathering with ppl
you are not familiar with..yes, in a country where everyone is busy
everyday..i guess..there is no time for family bonding..

well..its a new yr, so shall be more positive..
alright, im tired.. night night night..
bye bye bye...hahahaha
=]

2010-01-18T04:34:00.002+08:00

My second post for the year 2010.. Time really pass very fast..
This few months i will be very free, so got to think wat I wanna do
instead of slacking my days away.. I want to try things that I wanted..
Otherwise I won't have the chance to do it once I officially finish my studies..
So this is the right time that I should go Head with my plans..
Successful or not, at least I've tried!!

Been quite addicted to the toy machine at ecp.. I know I spent quite
alot of money there already. Mayb I should force myself to cut down..
And start saving.. That's wat I always say!! But never happen..
Haha.. Ok!! I'm tired!!

2010-01-04T05:50:00.003+08:00

WELCOME 2010..
today is the 4th day of 2010, and so far so good..this few days
been a good one, and hopefully it wil be a good yr for me..
most of my wishes already came true, stil got one more..
which is to faster complete my studies..im getting bored of it..
but then again, i dont know wats the right job for me..
future seems so bleak now..but i guess i wil find a way out..

first camping of the yr on sat..2nd jan 2010..
went to ecp and play the toy machine...and spend 80 bucks there and get
a whole lot of monchichi(monkey) like 8 of them..
and im stil 3 sticker away from my portable dvd player..
soon..i will be able to get it..so wait for me ok!!
then aft that, went to jetty and set our tent up, quite fast..
less than 5 mins, our temporarily condo is up..hahaha..
played all sorts of card games, see ppl fish, and saw some sotongs..

bev is in love with the curry puff..hahaha..but its not bad..
then aft that..continue playing games till im so tired..and
i decide to slp..anyway, weather was damn hot yesterday..
now, im missing the weather in taiwan..alright..
im slping soon..

ciao..

2009-11-28T04:30:00.002+08:00

i just check, the last time im here was like more than a month ago..
seems like i have lost track with everything that is going on..
im like retreating into my own world, we just a few of my friends..
hai..but no matter wat i do..it seems that i cannot pls the whole world..
sometimes im in a situation that i myself dont know how to handle..
no matter how hard i try to please everyone, i still failed..
even whn i try to please myself with some stupid excuses..i still fail..
can someone tell me wat should i do??

life have been so far so good..thou there are still problems going around..
hopefully one day i will be able to resolve everything..
and till results day..its like 2 more wks to go and i will get my results back..
hopefully i pass the subject that i wanted to pass badly..
and aft that, i will be heading to taiwan..spending the christmas there..
i think this is the first time i spent chirstmas overseas..
every year, i dream of a white christmas, but so far..none come true..

if only you can read my mind and know what im thinking..
sometimes saying out is hard..but not saying anything is miserable.

4.40am and im still not slping...tired, but cannt slp..
is that the signs of insomia? hahaah..
alright..

ciao

2009-10-03T03:42:00.002+08:00

just came back from a 5 days roadtrip, destination this time round
is still malaysia..went malacca, Kl and genting...
left singapore at 730am, and before that, still went for mac
drive thru in a cab, smart right?? hahaha..
anyway, the most coincidence thing is, we sat the same bus as
jeanette aw and her manager, and i realise, they are damn rude..

and the most unlucky thing that happen on the trip is, our seats is
just beside the toilet, and it sinks the whole bus..have to bear with
the smell at least 1/4 of the journey..

reached malacca, and check in at mahkota hotel, my favourite hotel in
malacca, then aft that went to shop at mahkota parade and jonker st..

nth much at Kl, then to genting..

2009-09-23T13:56:00.002+08:00

im here to blog again, cos wendy complain that day i haven been updating
my blog for more than a month...anyway, im tired now, just came home
from sch..got nth to do, the whole world are busy with their own things..

anyway, this one month plus, many things have been going on in my life..
went thru the most tiring time, and now its sunshine aft the rain..
for those who are close enough to me will know what had happened,
for those who dont, i wont be saying it out here..so just keep guessing..hahah..

i am happy and contented with my life right now, never ever did i feel this way..
but yes, i am sure of it..and i know that in this month,
i did neglect some people, you know who you are, im really sorry..
and also thanks for the understanding that you have given me..

going malaysia again on sun..dinner with hoody on fri..enjoying now
and aft that, i need to prepare for my final exam..

ciao..

anyway, 3 days late, but still,
happy birthday to:
Wee Zi Hui
Wendy Phng Wei Ling

may all wishes and dreams come true..

with love
ken

2009-08-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

Today was my rest day, slack at home for half the day..
then aft that went swimming with my brother, for about an hour..
then came home for dinner..now, blogging and watching tv..
aft that i will have to continue battling with my studies..
damn sian..tmr test and i am not in the least prepared for it..
mcq plus short ans..but if failed, that means have to repeat already..
how? i hope god will be with me tmr...

anyway, yesterday was a long day...study in the aftnoon, but totally cannot concentrate
chit chatting away..talking about our own problems but then still cannot solve..
then at night have dinner with my parents..looked for my uncle..
then went supermarket get coffee powder for my parents to bring back china..
cos they going back on 11th aug..

then met exy at bdk, drank with her at the void deck..this is the 2nd time i drink
at the void deck..but then again, hopefully things will turn out alright eventually...

2009-07-24T19:56:00.003+08:00

first time in my life, i try something daring..the gmax! reverse bungee..
with xiang..hahah. to fufil her birthday theme..adventurous! otherwise kill me i
aso wont go up! but then again, its another experience..
and how i can tell ppl proudly i sat it before..hahahah...

anyway, too much negatives thoughts will really make ppl end up in IMH..
but why are we put under stress everyday? what is this world coming to?
do we live just to see through life and go thru what is expected of us?
to grow up, share the family burden..but a house, get married and have kids..
what about things that we really wanted to do?
how do we judge whether doing this is meaningful or not? is there a measurement for it?

i wish i can plan my life, the way that i want it to be...
i want to fight for the happiness that i want to have in life..
but all these seems very diffcult..cos everyday, i have different challange to face...
i am already very tired of it already, but i dont know why the hell
am i stil holding on to it...there is too much things that i want out of my life..
too much promises waiting for me to fufil..hopefully..i can survive all..

Time is like a river. You cannot touch the same water twice because the flow that has passed will never pass again.

Enjoy every moment of life.

2009-07-14T22:13:00.002+08:00

i just checked, my last post was more than a month ago..
and in the one month, life have been quite stagnant..nothing much
have been going on, just the usual rountine. meet the same people
that im always meeting, go to places that i always go..no changes..
and when i thou that everything will still continue to be like this..
but sometimes, fate just like to make fun of people..

The last 3 days was something different, but it only lasted 3 days..
its was like sitting on a roller coaster, and now, the ride has ended..
just like the way it has to be, whether i like it or not..
i guessed, thats life for me..

when we are still a kid, no matter how unhappy we are, we can be
appeased by just getting ourself sweets or our favourite ice cream..
but why does it seems to be so diffcult now that we are grown up?
mayb thats why club have such good businesses..
people go there not only to relief from stress due to work,
but also a place to forget all the unhappy memories, they drown themselve
with beer whatever that can make them drunk..but at the end of the day..
its just a way of numbing the pain, to force yourself to sleep..
just for that very night,but the next day you got to suffer a hang over,
and everything you try to forget still come back to you...

is there a better way out?

or anywhere that offer the service of erasing memories?hahahhaa..
i think thats a better way out right.

2009-05-29T22:34:00.005+08:00

i have been really busy since exam ended,
busy with my first family chalet, and im glad its a successful one..
and still the same regret i had as the previous chalet..
we couldnt capture any picture at wild wild wet cos we do not
have an underwater camera, hopefully i get one by this year..
santa claus pls answer to my wish..hahahah..

then aft that was birthday celebration..those that i manage to meet up..
and those that i cant..and i thank everyone that wishes and for remembering..
many thankss...this year was a bit different..
i didnt have big bang celebration as compared to the last few years..
and most of the celebration i had was just for dinner..
more like a meet up/gathering style..but all in all..it was good..

and then aft that, had fever for two days..mild one..not swine flu..
fist time fever dont have to see doctor, and also i discovered
panadol is a magic pill..seriously..hahaha..

aft that had a DMS gathering bbq, it was at one of the bungalow in
pasir ris, near the park there..one of my fren prepared all the food..
so we just need to go there with our empty stomach..hahah..
play mahjong..aft so long..and won a little...just for the fun..
then aft that hitch a ride back from my fren as im stil not that well..

so..the rest of the days..im busy with my own stuff..hopefully..
i find time to pack my room/store rooms and discard some things that
i dont need..and i need to prepare myself well for next thur...

why>>cos exam results coming out on that day..ahhahaha..
hopefully i make it through..otherwise, i dont know how!!
sian..whats with studying!

2009-05-13T00:04:00.003+08:00

i have been really and extremely unlucky this week..
to the max already, i got into 2 accident in less than 24hrs..
first one..

i was travelling along orchard road, stupid taxi was on hazard light,
so i horn him to move off, but he ignored, instead he reverse and
bang my car, never mind..i came out of the car..and first qn frm him..
eh, why u bang my car????SMRT taxi. then we started arguing in the
middle of the road, lucky two witnesses overheard our arguement and
came forward to be my witness. what the hell wrong with the driver..
i think he want to cheat some money..but heck. already lodge a
complaint against him with smrt, hopefully they do justice..otherwise
i dont know what i will do next...

then second..
i was on my way home after taking my car for inspection so that they
can give me quotation for the damage the stupid taxi had made..
and i was like already reaching home..at the traffic light..
when i reach the traffic light, it was red..so stopped and wait..
then when it turn green, move off..but there are minor jam, cos the
traffic light in front, the one that can turn to PIE and KPE haven
change colour yet, so have to stop again..and this time round..
the toyota car behind me, dunno dreaming or what, crash into my car..
from behind..and the impact was so strong that my car went forward and
bang into a taxi from citycab..

see...seriously what kind of luck am i having!!!! aaarrrghhhh...
i dont even know if i can win my first claim thou i have independent
witness..and now this got to happen...

2009-04-26T03:40:00.002+08:00

helllo...peopel, im back to this almost dead blog..hahaha..
exam in the midst and my brain is so tired from all the memorising..
anyway, 1 down..1 more to go..and aft that..i will be enjoying my
two months long holiday..yipppie..cant wait for holiday to come...
and i get to meet up with people too..anyway...my new hang out area..
west coast mac and king albert park mac..if not ngee ann poly..
i have been camping in mac for the past 3-4 days..
hahahah...

anyway..life still going on as usal..nothing interesting..
and it will be a busy month for me in may..cos im having chalet..
hahah..with my family..this is the first family chalet..
with my cousin too..we each have a room..hopefully everything goes well..

i want to rent a manual car..like soon!!!! hahaha...
ok, i got to continue mugging...thou my brain cell are dead..=]

2009-04-07T15:02:00.002+08:00

here's a piece of good new to share..i got my class 3 licence already..
haahhahaha..wasnt really well prepared for me, so i thou i will fail.
but then,i think im just lucky, with 8 demerit points..
so i guess i have completed one of my 2009 resolution! ahahah..
1/8 still got a long way to go..and only 8 more months and 2009 will
be become history.

anyway, wont be around this weekend, going to KL and sunway lagoon..
and, aft that, i need to study for my exams already..exam coming..
so will be extra busy from now till first wk of may..

oh,i changing my name soon, hahah..cos someone said that my name
is not good for me, and it is better if i get it change. so...
hahaha..i dont know if i will ever get used to it, aft all i have
been using this name for the past 22 yrs of my life..

i sense good things coming my way! =]

2009-03-31T00:15:00.003+08:00

time to update my blog i guessed, this month will be over soon..
and soon, exam breaks are coming, in a few more wks and then
holiday will be next, im so excited to have holidays..
but this time round, it will be slightly different, hmm..
anyway, plan to have chalet again in may with my aunt's family,
purpose to celebrate mother's day, but because my cousin cannt
make it on the actually week, so we decide to have it the week after..
which is also on my birthday... hahaha..

anyway, i got into an accident again, minor accident, i bump into a car
when i was reversing cos i didnt notice there was a car behind,
and the owner was beside the car and he was on the phone..
so suay lo.. if not i could have gotten away..cos there wasnt big
obvious evidence that the car was being bump into..just one, tiny
dot of paint dropped off and the bumper was loosen, but, you wont feel
it unless u go and shake it..anyway, cost of repair $80.
and for my car, no repair needed, reason being, that car need a makeover..
hahaha..but as long as you dont go near, you wont notice it also...

today, i went tombsweeping with my dad, and while waiting for the
lift, he make a comment on the car, he said..this car very poor thing,
few years old only, so many accidents, always give ppl bang, if never give
ppl bang, the car go and bang itself. hai.so sad ah, i wonder when will i have
a car that i can call my own.

past few days was full of fun, chalet, then wild wild wet..
to movies, and i totally never prepare myself for my test on thurs..
smart right, but i determined to make sure i pass all my modules
this time round, i dont want to waste anymore time. and i dont have
that much time to waste.

9 more days to KL road trip!
23 more days to international trade final exam.

2009-03-04T01:23:00.002+08:00

im here to make a complaint..wendy phng, if u read this, kill exy for me!!

yesterday, exy ask me out to watch me,i say, ok, but no horror and ghost show..
she tell me, not scary..3D only, first time i the cathay..so ok, we went to
watch, me, winnie and her..then when we buy ticket. u know whats the show title..
The bloody valentine..scary movie..hur..before i buy ticket i ask her..
whats the show all about, she dunno... aft buy ticket, she know everything..

the show quite ok, but then sound effect make it quite scary la..
too many bloody scenes, make me so sick..hahah..she is suppose to pay
for my ticket..cos we had an agreement, if it scary, she will pay
cos she cheated me in watching the show..hahah..ok, thats all for her..

another thing i have come across this week,
someone ask me this question..

if ur mother and your bf/gf fall into the sea, who should you save first??
oohh..thinking of how to ans this question..
here is the suggested morale answer to the question..hahah
first, i will save my mother->to be filial
then aft that, u jump back in and die together..->for love
hmm..so u agree with the ans?? or is there better ans??
hahah..tell me if you have!

alright, thats all for now

2009-02-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

update for the wk, mon was the last day of chinese new year..
so, before the new year end, we were just in time for yu sheng..
went to chinatown to meet up with the rest, then walk over to the market..
after much debating on which to pour on the yu sheng first..
we finally manage to get it done..and aft that, the table was in a mess..
and all our hands got veg all over..except for wendy..ahhahah
correct me if im wrong..then aft that, went to beach cabana..
chill and slack there..hmm..went back around 1 plus..cos most of them
got sch the next day..so cannot stay out late..

then on wed, was exy's surprise birthday party over at her house..
went over at 11 plus..just nice to countdown to her birthday..
then winnie wanted to smash cake over her face..and we were suppose to help..
and end up, stupid exy bite me!! like got blue black now..
and u know when i tell her, this is what she answer me."this is lovebite"
so sick!! =)

and on thurs, which is her actually birthday, they went for paintball at
orchid country club..i didnt join them for that cos i had something on too..
then aft that, meet her agn at turf city..for seafood..the seafood is cheap
but not the others..so next time dont order too much side dishes..haha..
wanted to catch a movie, but in the end..we couldnt find a suitable
timing..so went to wanying's hse..stayed over...and same shit agn..
i couldnt wake up for sch on fri..hahah..

and today..went to study..to test out the camera that wanying got for me..
and its quite gd..dont need battery, can use for snorkelling..3m depth..
so, half of my resolution fufilled..hahah..hopefully i can fufill the other
half by this june...then aft that, we are so eager to see the pictures
that we went down to far east plaza to have it developed..express service..
hahah..picture turn out better than what i expected..then home sweet home..
im quite tired now..tonight i wil slp early..and in few hours more..
i will have an iphone..yeahhhhh....

*ps:wanying, thank u very much for the camera..it was really very
thoughtful and sweet of you. thou i cannt use it for diving, but im sure..
i can still make gd use of it.. thank u very much..i love this present alot..=)

2009-02-02T00:51:00.002+08:00

what i have been doing since chinese new year..some recapp..
and hopefully i can rem them well enough..hahah..

first day of chinese new year, went to my uncle's hse, which is just
across my house..for visiting, then have lunch there...
aft that, we to my 1st and 2nd aunt's hse which is just a few blocks
away, and my two aunties lived on the same floor..just next door..
so, saw all my relatives that i haven seen for like 1 year..chatted a little..
and the young kids are all gambling like adults..haha.
aft that, played awhile with my nephew then we went home already..
and thats how i settle my father's side..at night, we went to watch
movie, the wedding game at cenileisure..with my cousin..so ard 11 of us..
aft the movie, i went back with ler to her place to pack her clothes,
cos she staying over my place to catch the lion dance the very next
day morning..so we played mahjong..and only slept at 5am in the morning..
and the lion dance is like at 9am..and balloon's family came at 830am..
woke all of us up..

then aft that, they started to gamble agn..had lunch at my place..
then im just slacking at home and my cousin, but nt blood related..
hmm...very complicating, came over..and then my mum prepared dinner
for all of us..then aft that, we went ang pao river.. i think thats the
eng name for it..hahah..

3rd day of chinese new year..im very hardworking, i went to work..
but before that, i went xiang's hse...for a small gathering...
4th day, i also spent it at aranda..how hardworking am i..hahaha..

5th day of chinese new year, i had a cooking competition..hahah..
2 dish 1 soup, something like the variety show on channel 8..
so i went ntuc to get all the stuff that i need..
came home and started with all the preparation..and finished cookin
at 6pm..i started at about 430pm..hahah..
then aft that, met my SH at east coast..and we started over pinic session..
wendy and exy so sick la, they overslept, so never cook..
end up buy braised duck..hahah..then aft eating and all..we went back..
cos ZH in a rush to go back too..anyway, no photos taken on that day..
cos wendy brought a camera that is battery flat..hahah..

6th day of chinese new year, went wanying's hse in the aftnoon..
then aft that, went to work..and aft work, they came to pick me at my hse..
and we go and eat tahuay.. then buy some take away and then go home..
played comp..and the kids are gambling away..except me..i dont know why,
but i nt into gambling this new year..stayed over at her house..
so we were like playing and whn we decide to slp, it was already like 5 plus.
so they want to eat mac drive thru..so we drove to jurong point..
with ntuc that is 24hrs..went there and walk around, and my eyes are
closing cos there is only the 5 of us there..and i even cycled inside the ntuc..
hahaha..see how empty it is..then..we went for breakfast..
and immediately whn i got home, i dropped dead..too tired to even move..ahha..
and they woke up damn early and continue to gamble..
oh, i got cards mahjong from the ntuc..and i tried playin it today..
just me and wendy..smart right..hahaha..

ok, reached home around 5plus 6...then slack till now..
which is something that i always enjoy doin..ahahha..
today is the 7th day of the new year..it means, we are one year older..
so happy lunar birthday ppl..

2009-01-25T03:53:00.004+08:00

The entry today is definately going to be an emo-ing one..
why?? because certain thing has happened, and i dont think it is
nice for me to put up here cos i wont know who comes in here and
read my blog..but anyway..i have learnt that nothing in this world is
for granted. And its time to treasure the friends that i think can really
last with me..and of course my family..
last time, i used to think that im still young..
and have plenty of time to do whatever i want to..i have so much time
to spare that it is ok to make the wrong decision..but now..
as i grew older, i realise, im wrong..mayb thats the pain of growing up..

i do believe that friends will drift apart when we are not doing the same thing..
but at the same time, i believe that effort will keep everything right..
care and concern are easy to be said than to be done..how many of us can
really do what we preach?? throughout this few years, i have seen many
promises made but, never fufilling them..the meet up that was plan
ahead of time but in the end, still defeated by the fast change of enviroment..
and when meet up become a habit or mayb responsibility...
does it still hold any meaning??

when your whole world came crushing down, you looked around and you
still see the same old faces, i guess thats the biggest comfort that
you could ever ask for..im really glad that we made it down thou
chinese new year is round the corner..and when we say, we will be there..
we really did it., winnie, wendy, exy, bev,you guys proof to me once agn..
that we can really be there for one another, in time of needs..
and wanying, much as you want to go, but i know, you got more important
things waiting for you..all in all..im really proud of SH..
10years down the road, we will looked back at all the memories we shared..
and we can still laugh at our silly actions..and make fun of one
another..i guessed, this is the kind of friendship that everyone is looking for..

alright, its chinese new year eve already..so i got to switch my mood back..
At night, reunion dinner, then im goin temple with my parents..
that come home get ready for the next day..hai..i hope things will go
smoothly on monday!

happy chinese new year ppl!

2009-01-21T22:50:00.002+08:00

after so long, i already decided what my resolution for 2009 will be..

1)i want to pass all my exams(i dont want repeat any module)
2)A camera that has underwater casing(i really need one)
3)A DSLR camera(more to luxury so this can wait)
4)Be a debt-free person(since mum gave me a cr card)
5)To have an exercise day(For the sake of staying healthy, but i need company)
6)of course is to have more cash!!!
7)A trip to HK, Chiangmai and mayb Australia or NZ..
8)TO learn how to save..

i think 8 is more than enough, i dont even know how many i can accomplish..
hahaha..mayb just a few..but than agn, we will know at the end of this
yr..and hopefully..i wont let myself down!

chinese new year is just round the corner and i am not exicited at all..
im just looking forward to the 2nd day of the new yr..if i have the magic
to fast forward time..i will skip the first day!

aft that, i will have long holiday..so not bad, until the 12 feb..
im wondering wat should i do, should i go and work since my schedule
for feb is so so so relax..but then agn..im lazy to find a job now..
and economy so bad.. anyway, heard frm a fren say govt will be
giving money agn..i cant wait...hahah..hopefully this news is true.

2009-01-19T00:50:00.003+08:00

the weekend went well i think..fri had reunion dinner with the
old clique..had bbq at my hse, so on thurs and fri..i went to get
the food needed..so we started bbq-ing at around 10pm...
and it end about 1am..so since the fire was still good, and there are
leftover food, i ask my frens over..too nice to end it so early..
and too bored to only have me and candice...

absentees:peixiang, laypeng~

then we pack up and slp around 5...woke up around 2..
help dad with the angpaos..then go and bath..
he send us to candice's hse cos she needs to prepare..cos we are goin
to east coast park..for camping..with balloon they all..haha..

so meet them there at around 4pm..then rush to mac to get dinner..
the aft that i need to rush to aranda..so couldnt join them for
the bbq.. never mind..already had a make up bbq at night whn im done..
hahaha..then aft that, we chat for awhile, then everyone fall asleep
except me! ahahaha..

pack up and left east coast at 630am this morning..and then whn i got home..
wash up and sleep...and only woke up 530pm for dinner..
then aft that follow my mum around to distribute chinese new year goodies..
went to bdk, my uncle there..then to marina terrace, my aunt place..
then she go parkway to collect her specs and my brother's..

this coming sun will be the lunar 30th..reunion dinner..!!!
and i want to watch the fann wong and christopher lee movie..
the wedding game..so mum say we will watch it after chinese new yr visiting..
hai..i wish visitin will be a easier chore to me!

oh..im back here beacause wendy phng ask me to write something about her..
so yeah, on thurs i went to pick her frm her hse aft sch..and stupid..
i need to pay ERP just to go into ang mo kio..never mind..
reach her hse, she stil haven come down..so wait for her at the carpark..
lucky go back dont need to pay ERP..hahah..then had dinner at my place..
then we went grocery shopping with my mum for the bbq food i need on fri..
then aft that, we went zouk-herstory party..
there was an event, best decade femme and male(bungs)...
the mc was damn funny..hahaha..anyway, it was nice..but i was super tired aft that..
then we left abt 4, when to the nearest prata shop..and the food is nt nice
at all..then came home, and meet them agn at my hse downstair..
thats all bout it! wendy, u better invite me to ur blog!!!

2009-01-14T02:06:00.002+08:00

alright, im back here agn..anyway, sch started for me this week..
everything went well so far, beside the sch fee part, cos i got
to pay extra cos i pay later than the due date..$53.50 more la..
wat the hell...forget it la, explain so much also no use..hahaha

hahaha..anyway,just two wks of sch and i will have a long break agn..
for chinese new year..actually i dont really like chinese new year..
but its a family tradition and rules thats why i got to stay here..
but i dont believe in calling each other family when we only
get to see each other once a year..and if we got to see each other more
than once, to me, its just like a bonus..nothing more to it..
so, it doesnt make a difference to me to be there or not..but since
my parents want me to, i'll just be around..angpao is never the reason
to keep me here for chinese new year...cos the awkwardness can never
be make up..

anyway, i check my timetable and then, my semester end on the 7th apr..
which means exam should be around early may..and then, for some, its
the end of the course already...18th months just pass like that..
kind of sad that some of my frens are going back to their own country...
i wonder whn will be the next time i see them... =(

i wonder if in this world, is there people who are giving so
selflessly even when they themselves are poor? cos certain things
that happened make me think that everyone in this world only think
for themself.. when it comes to money especially..is it me that hasnt
realise that this is the reality of the world that im living in?
sometimes, we really cannot help, cos we dont have the ability to,
but what if u have, and you really can? actually how many people
can do it? its easier to be said than have it done!

alright, plans for this wk, sch till thurs, then buy food for bbq on fri..
aft that..goin to club with hoody..herstory event i think..

fri, reunion dinner..so mayb fri aftnoon need to go and get some food
and drinks..and i think we will end late, since not everyone can come
early..

sat, working till 11pm, was think aft that should i go out or just
come home..and sun, mum say we are goin to temple...ok...
then aft that i might just slack my sun at home..since i got sch the
next day too..hahaha..so far, thats the plan..

i cant wait for feb to come...u know why?? hahah..scroll down!!!

IPHONE>>IPHONE>>IPHONE>>>>IPHONE>>IIIIPPPPHHHHOOOOOONNNNNNNEEEE>>IM GONNA
BRING YOU HOME>>>HAHAHAH>>>now u know why!!hahaha

2009-01-08T16:10:00.002+08:00

this is my very first post in 2009..has been busy since new year day..
countdown was at aranda..quite sad! aft that went to clarke quay..
drank a little at clinic, and they were closing...so we left...
then aft that, just walk aimlessly there till wendy's bro came..
they want to eat, so we headed to a coffee shop..then aft that got
my dad to pick me up..

then on the 2nd was peng's birthday celebration..so met up with them..
and went for dinner together at bali thai..suntec..
aft eating went to ktv at top 1 bugis..stayed there till about 2am..
then aft that went back..cos was going to genting the next day..

so that morning, we were all late for the coach, so we were running
out to the main road frm my hse to get a cab, and lucky we manage to
board the bus..went to KL first, and stayed at puduraya hotel..
which is near chinatown..and the bus station to genting is just below us..
at night, we went to the night bazaar..bought our tickets to genting..
spend a night at genting..and whn we were on our way back, so much happened..
coach was late..and halfway thru the journey, mum called and said exy's car
got smash by ppl and cashcard was stolen..
so next day, went down to make a police report...cos we need it to claim
the insurance..

and now,last night, we went st james since it was ladies night..
then aft that, wendy was drunk already, so exy say they go back first..
so ok, they left before us..and less than 5mins, she called to tell me
she got into an accident..involving her own car and two taxis..
cos the last taxi couldnt brake in time and he crash into the 2nd taxi
which is behind exy car..so they came down of their own vehicle and
take down each other particular..and suddenly, another driver..
he was drunk already, and he came and crash into the 3rd taxi agn..
and he ran away..so it was a hit and run..so we stayed at the scene
till 530am..almost 3 hrs..and its still not over yet..
hai...whatever, recently, things doesnt seems to go in the right way! haha

2008-12-26T16:13:00.005+08:00

ALL THESE CAN BE FOUND INSIDE MY BOX!!

2008-12-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

5 more days and 2008 will become part of history!
anyway, went out with the usual group on christmas eve..
dinner at outback at millenia walk..service there was lousy..
or mayb they were too busy that day, whatever it is..
not that i will always go there..anyway..
after that, we went marina sqaure for bowling..waited for awhile for the lane..
cos it was quite pack since its the eve of a public holiday...
spent about an hr there..then aft that i went to tanjong pagar..

met xinyuan,charlotte and her gf..then we walked over to play..
while waiting for wanying to come..but too bad, she come aft we bought
cover, so she got to queue..and being the nice ken, i queued with her..hahaha..
so we were chatting whilst waiting...anyway..i think that place is so..
hmm..how should i put it? amazing..?? fun? eh...i dont know..
hahaha..i thou it was les night that day, but then, there are more gays..
and i saw a few kissing on the dance floor..hahaa...
overall, im still ok with that place la, mayb should try to go there on thurs..

anyway, i was working on christmas day! i know..damn sad! but never mind..
at least i got the eve off..work was alright..nothing much to blog about...

so...anyway, 2008 is ending already..and looking back at the past few yrs..
they really passed very fast..and this yr, the pace seems slower..
and for the past few yrs..my life seems to be like on a roller coaster..
up and down, high and low..and many things, people, come and go..
there are some regrets..when its over, and aft thinking back..
mayb i realise that i have not done good enough..or mayb i never put in enough
effort..whatever it is,there is no take two..but certain things will never
be erase from my life..frens that went through my ups and downs with me...
a special someone, who taught me the meaning of love..and mango..one that i will
still wish to bump into on the road! hahaha..and, balloon and her family..with
them around, there will be so much fun..and schmates, that make
going to sch easier..and of course my hoody..chut chut family..diving
frens..everyone else that i may have forgotten to mention..

i am really thankful that i got friends that understand me well enough..
and when i looked back, i will always see the same faces..
anyway, there are things that i really miss, but i know...it is impossible to
rewind time..

i miss..class painting, but now all the classroom are alr painted white..
i miss..my grandma..but she is already gone to somewher far way..
i miss..my live on board trip.. its hard to plan for another one..
i miss..studying diploma..but its over..
and there are so much more misses...but this is life.
there is always no second chance..treasuring it and making memories out
of it is what is most important.

happy boxing day! =)

2008-12-16T03:06:00.003+08:00

i haven been blogging since im back from thailand...
im really thankful that given the messy situation there, im still able
to make it back home on time...and my conclusion from this trip
is i really learn a lot..and gain a lot..
not in terms of the items that i have bought..
but the fact that i get to see others living culture and the food they eat..

in the village that i stayed in, they dont eat good food everyday..
most of the time, its just vegetable with rice...that all they need..
and their white rice, isnt those very good quality one..
not whole grain, and its not pure white...however compare to us..
i believe they are so much healthier..they slaughter their own pigs and chickens..
and they dont know how to use a computer..they just hang around
in their own groups, chatting, eating, farming and slping is what they do..
but one thing, kids there drive motorbike at a very young age..
they learnt whn they are 12/13 years old..

aft coming back to sing, i decided to go back aranda and work..
for the cash, to help out or just to kill time since im having holi..
and aft going back, i realise, that place is no longer the same..
they still have the same crowd, but many many more new faces..
the boss and workers all are new..some i know..some i dont..
sometimes i really regret going back, because everything is not the same..
i dont have that kind of sense of belonging to that place..
and the joy of working there..i dont find it there anymore..
thou in the past, the manager is bad, but i got frens that i can talk to..
can bitch with and complain to..but now, i dont even know who to trust..
so i guess..in this world..nothing stays the same forever..
the world wont stop revolving for you..kind of pathatic, but thats the fact!

anyway, ppl always say that you can see the true colour of your closest fren
in time of needs, i really agree with this statement..
when you have high expectation from ppl that you are close with, you tend to
be disappointed with their actions if they couldnt meet your expectations..
but what about the most basic care and understanding??

for me, im really grateful that in my life, i really have friends that i can
trust. thou we haven gone through the worst phrase of our lives, but at least...
whn i looked back i still see the same faces..i dont know what the future holds
for everyone of us, but its the bits and pieces that binds us close together..
especially whn your world came crushing down, they are there!
nothing else matter anymore..

whn im in thailand, and whn i know there are bombing in bkk, and the messy
situation, and whn im at the village following my fren around to catch up
with her old frens, its remind me of certain ppl.. candice, zihui, xinyuan,
winnie, wanying, kaixin, wendy, may, veron, my cousins and my family..
i felt so out of place whn they are talking in a language that i dont
understand, and i wish i could be back home..to hang out with the usual ppl..
the more they try to make me feel comfortable, the more awkward i feel..
so im thankful..to be home again..

actually this post should be up long ago..but i dragged till now..
blame it on my laziness to blog!

2008-12-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

horrible..and still horrible..no words can describe how i spent my last day in thai..
first thing, woke up in the morning to pack my things..
then aft that went out to one of the roadside stall for lunch..
and waited for the transport to pick me up and send me to u-taopao airport..
inside the car, i realise i was cheated 100 baht.. haha..
the hotel charge me 700baht and the driver only get 600baht..
and whn i mean cheated cos dont have to pay the extra 100baht..but the hotel
was being dishonest..but anyway forget it..
reached the airport i dont know where to go..so i started to roam about..
then whn i saw internet kiosk, i went to use..20mins later..
disconnected..internet down..so i went to check where to check in and they
tell me i got to wait till 630pm...and i was already at the airport at 2pm.

its ok..i waited patiently..like an idiot..hahaha.
then whn the time finally arrive, i dont know where to check in..
so follow behind ppl like idiot agn..and it was so messy that i dont know
where the queue start from..cos ppl were everywhere..
and they do not have conveyer belt, i have to carry my luggage..
its damn heavy..and ppl dont help..everyone mind their own business..
never mind...i slowly queue and wait..and finally checked in everything..
and now..im waiting to board the flight at 830pm..
waiting for another hour to pass...see, this is how i spent my day..
wait and wait and wait..and endless of waiting...
in 4hrs time, i will be back in singapore!!!!hahahah...i wanna go home!!!

anyway, the airport provide quite good service, in terms of food..
they are sponsor by companies and govt heree..
free food, free drink and free snacks..hahaha..internet also free..
to make up to ppl like us that is stuck here due to the closure of the bkk airport..
hahaha..anyway.. i got to go, if nt later i miss the check in then i hve
to swim back alr..hahaha..my next entry i will be home already!

:0 :) :( :P

2008-11-30T18:26:00.000+08:00

whn I arrived in bkk on the 10th nov, aft checking in, went to walk around..
And have some street food..then aft that, we go to the ngiht bazzar
And we really shop there..hahah..we couldn’t finish the whole bazzar..
But they are gonna close, so we went back to the hotel..

Tues, went out agn, went to some shopping mall…and temple to pray…
And the LV and Gucci are much more expensive here compare to Singapore..
Even aft my tax refund, so not worth to buy it here..
Then went to another wholesale mall and shop..really shop till im tired
Before heading back to the hotel..aft that, we got the staff to find empty box for us..
Cos we are going to chaingmai, and we are not gonna bring all those things we buy there.
We are temporary keeping it at my fren’s fren place, then we went out dinner with her..
So aft that, it was a small gathering for them, so I sat quietly and stare, cos I don’t understand their language..and since they hardly get to see each other, I don’t want interrupt too..hahaha..

So the next morning, we check out, then headed to the bus station to buy tickets to chaiangmai..
The tickets doesn’t really cost that much, about 600 baht per person…
And to me, its worth the money, cos it include lunch, snacks, drinks. So I quite like it too..
The journey was about 8 hours, and the bus broke down when we are about to reach..
And since its loh katong there are some road closure inside the town, we waited one hr
For a van to pick us up. And we almost got no hotels cos of the festival..cos we did
Not booked in adv. Anyway, we reached just in time for the celebration..aft checking in..
We went to the riverside, bought one of the hot air latern, write our wishes on it..
And then we light it.. see it rising and then disappear slowly into the sky..
And we also light a lantern and release it into the river, aft that..we went to the bazzar there..
They have their traditional costume and many things for sales..
And the things there are really very cheap..and make me so tempted to buy..hahah..
And I really buy a lot in chiangmai too..i think this trip I really spent a lot..

2nd day there not much to do..so we woke up late..and aft that, we went out..
Hired a tut tut and ask him to bring us to the zoo there..
They have pandas imported from Taiwan..and the pandas there are leading a good life..
They just eat, slp and play..live in air con environment..hahah..and since my fren can speak thai..
They thou im a thai too, so I managed to save on the tickerts..
Thai-120baht foreign-520 baht..see the difference..!!!

The the next day, we went with tour for some sightseeing…whole day 800baht..
First, we went to the elephant camp, and see their performance, aft that we can take some
Pictures with them, and I swear, they are really smart..aft you take a picture with them..
They will ask you for tips.. so if u don’t give, its kinda awkward cos there will be ppl looking at you..
Aft that we went for an ox cart ride with cover part of the jungle trek, where those tribe ppl live…
And then we come back riding on the elephant… aft that, the tour guide asked if we want to see
Snake or money performance.. but im not interested, so I opt for the tiger kingdom..
Its so cool.. ahahah, I get to touch and take pictures with a real tiger…
Actually wanted to go to the big tiger cage and the small tiger, about 4-7mths..
But we only got 30 mins, so only managed to go the the small tiger cage..
But its ok, im contented..hahah..shall visit the other one whn I got the chance in future..
And at night, they are celebrating the last day of the festival, they got a parade, something like
Out chinggay…but at least, there is not that strict..they never put barrier, so we can cross over
Any time we want as long as we don’t get in the way of the performance

My last day in chiangmai.. we rented a motorbike, went to a temple that’s quite famous here..
You got to climb your way up and there are 200 steps.. and its quite uphill..cos we could see the view of
Chiangmai whn we are there..so we were panting like mad whn we are up there…ahhaha..
Went to pray and walk aound..and I got a good lot from there..hahah..
On our way there, there is this little girl..i think she is only mayb 7 or 8..
But she really know how to earn money..whn we are walking down..
She was telling ppl to take picture with her..if nobody take with her, she don’t have money to eat.
So we went to take picture with her..and half the time, she never looked at the camera..
Another woman want to take with her..
She tell her to queue up, she busy taking photo now..hahha..the woman got a shock..
Anyway she still took with her aft we left..anyway the girl spoke in thai..
So that’s what my fren interprete for me..hahah…
Yeah..my trip for chiangmai ended, and now, heading to the village…staying there for 10days..

Ciao!!

2008-11-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

counting down to the day that im leaving to thailand..
3 more days to go and off i go..with just one fren..
and a big luggage..and i have absolutly no idea how long im goin to be there...
but i know, i will only be back in dec! exact date to be comfirm..
given the state that thailand is in now, i hope i will stil be able to
have a wonderful trip..going around places, and widen my knowledge..
mayb i would learnt the real meaning of what true happiness means..
anyway since the day that ends end..i have endless of programmes.
which is good! cos since i wont be around for quite awhile...

having many friends certainly make u feel better..
at least when u are bored and alone, you know who you can trust..
you know who u can asked to keep you company..
however, everyone is goin thru their own phrase of life right now..
busy with their own things, therefore i do treasure each and every
meet up we have..and now, i only want to really be close to those
who learn and understand the true meaning of friend..
not that i am one myself, sometimes i see myself as a lousy fren..
but at least i know that i will try as hard to be around..
and i know, who are the ppl that i really treasure..

anyway, i had a good wk, went shopping with my sisters..
meet up frens that i have seen for a long time..
and not bothering abt sch work, just play hard!

2008-11-05T15:02:00.001+08:00

MINI COOPER+MINI MONKEY=KEN

2008-11-02T23:24:00.006+08:00

I GOT KISS BY THE SEAL. Hahaha..

THERE'S FOOD INSIDE THE TIN..

THE WHITE TIGER IS SLEEPING =(

ENORMOUS CROCODILE =)

LAZY AUTHER(this should be the spelling)

haha..im back here agn, this time with more pictures..
anyway, its my brother's birthday today..so came home in the night..
hahaha..he was quite poor thing this year, no big bash celebration..
my dad only brought him to parkway to play arcade...haha.
and got him a toy..anyway, had some picture to upload..
but that stupid sister of mine accidentally deleted everything..

alright, rest time..and tmr i shall carry on with my hang out..
enjoy the pictures and ignore it if makes you feel bored!haha..

2008-11-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

finally the worst nightmare is over..and its time for fun..
and i get my freedom back till D day, 4th dec 2008..
have been studying quite hard for this whole month, so
hopefully i can get the grades that i expect. never put too high hopes.
all i really want is just to pass everything...
but then agn, its over so no use brooding about it..
9 more days and i will be leaving for thailand..
hopefully this will be a good trip for me...

anyway, went to the zoo and night safari for the haloween party..
it was quite fun and really got scared the shit out of me..
hahaha..not that i was timid, and i really dont understand,
why are we scared and still screamed even whn we know that
they are not real, they are only make up artist..
but then agn, the night went well and took quite a lot of pictures,
will update it soon..if i have the time.
gonna arrange some meet up next wk, actually already had a few in mind..

i am going to replenish all the brain cell lose during this period..

so bye!

2008-10-29T01:12:00.002+08:00

exams are going to be over soon..like 5 more days...and then
the freedom is back..today whn we went for our exam, i was like
chatting with my fren, she was like saying, studying for exams
makes her dont feel like human. hahaha...

anyway, took some time out on mon, to celebrate veron's bday..
so, didnt really study much that day..mayb just that couple of hours..
anyway, went to meet them in town, then aft that we decided that
we want to go newton circle for dinner, so we had ordered from one
of my dad's fren stall..overall the food was good..
and price were reasonable..and seriously we had a lot of food.
i think enough to feed at least 6 ppl..and we finish it..haha..
then most expensive food of the night was the osyter egg..
why?? cos it cost 6bucks without any osyter, cos none of us take osyter..
so bloated after that, went to kallang mac, to cut the cake..
then aft that was my study time.. haha..had a chat with dice too..
since she is there accompanying me..

anyway, its just random, but it was on a conversation earlier on..

wanying: eh ken, where are you?

ken: at home lor, why leh?

wanying: hmm..call my phone, xinyuan say she got impt things to tell you..

so, i called her phone..and then..

xinyuan: eh ken, i tell you something impt..

ken: what thing??

xinyuan: impt thing(sat we go night safari)

ken: dotz.......

hahaha...ok, that the end of the conversation..

exy, can u stop trying to be funny huh!!

2008-10-19T01:23:00.001+08:00

alright,im back here to update what i have been doing this wk..
went west coast mac to study on mon..and seems like that place
really can make me be more attentive..mayb it is more quite
there..but then agn, without car it is really very troublesome..
then my fren's fren send me back..haha..i tried to make
conversation during the journey back, otherwise it will be so awkward.
so whn i got home, i started to feel feverish..and i know i will
fall sick soon..and trust me, all the bad things will come true..
so the next day, i really fell sick..

so i spend the whole day and night on my bed,after taking my own
medication..and my mum keep waking me up and ask me drink water..
later fruit juice, this and that..but all i want to do is to
sleep..hahaha..so after sleeping for one day one night,i got better
the next day..at least the fever is gone..but the headache is still
there..so i took one more day rest..and yeah..

im all well again by thursday..but still i dont feel like returning
to that pile up books that is waiting for me, just like how ppl
dont feel like goin to work on mon aft two days of holiday..
so i self declare one more day break..hahah..knowing very well i
shouldnt be doing this but sometime its just the mind that wont
co-operate..what to do..haha..

and finally fri, i decide to step out of the house..so met my fren
to study agn at west coast mac, and mac for dinner, see how i can
dont fall sick..ahhaha..but no choice, there is nth else beside mac..
so we studied there like some poor souls while most ppl are really
enjoying that chatting session they had during the wkends..haha.
we decided to stop around 1am..cos too tired to carry on..
then my fren offer to send me back, but i say no, cos she stay near there
and sending me back is nt all the way at all..she got to come all the
way here and then go back there agn..so i just say i wil take a cab.
so i asked to drop me somewher near her place cos nearer to the
expressway, but end up, she send me back..hahaha..so sweet right! hahaa..

anyway on a light note, seriously, whn i do own a car, how many would
be the one that i wont mind going the miles? but will people take it
for granted? sometimes i just wish that ppl would just come and tell
me to drop them at where ever is convenience for me..even for ppl that are really close to me..aftall..no matter how close frens get, the moment they
have something that they prefer to putmore attention to..
the extra miles that is always mention is put away..
did i say wrongly? if im wrong, pls correct me! mayb there will still be
close to a handful of people that i wouldnt goin all the way..but these ppl
will never know who they all i guess.

ok, spend my sat night at home, studied a little..just to complete
one topic, and tmr, im gonna study agn..haha. at west coast mac too..
i suppose..haha..next fri will be the first paper..
then aft that, thailand here i come, hopefully by that time the riots and
everything will end soon so that i can have a safe trip.

alright, ciao
:P

2008-10-12T18:53:00.002+08:00

finally im back home..stayed over at wanying's place for the past
two days..and i have enjoyed myself..haha..meet exy on fri night..
we took train to kranji then aft that we took a cab there..
seriously, we are lucky..haha..the fist cab uncle we asked took us in..
then aft that we slack inside her room with her second sister..
then when her sister went to bed, left me, wanying and exy..
we chatted till quite late..was suppose to study there, but in the
end..i did not do it..haha..too much fun to care about books..

then sat, exy went for her dental appointment, then wanying went for
her checkup..while waiting for her..we went to lavander to eat..
so since she will be late, and we have to wait for quite long for the
food, so i offered to help her buy..since exy went to fetch her..so
i was alone at the hawker..and then the stupidest and funniest things happen..
i went to order the food then the uncle clear away my sugarcane..
so in the end, i got no drink..but its ok..haha..then whn the food is ready..
i went to collect..then got this old man..he sat at my table..then he
started taking food from my bowl..cos he thought no one was there.
and my food still quite a lot la..haha.then whn i walk back..i saw him..
then he got shock, he ask me if i still want, then i say no..hahah.
moved to the other table and wait for the two of them to come..
then i tell them what happened then they laugh at me..

after eating, we went to woodland loop and buy food..and then after that
we went back home.. and then we have to go pick her relative..
so we took the dad car and another car to pick them..haha. i drove her dad's car..
then exy not happy, cos she wants to drive the big car..woot..
so after picking all her relative, we went back home..to get ready for the
party..cos the catering and everything already reached!

so her house was crowd with many people..and many kids..haha..
so after eating, i stayed inside the room and slack..till ard 12plus..
whn most of her relative whn back..so we decide to go out..
wanted to watch movie at cenileisure..but dunno what show to watch..
then we went over to HK cafe..i think my food got prob..
cos me, wanying and exy, we ate the food, then end up our stomachache..
but serene never eat, so she is ok...
then since no movie, we went punggol for prawning..and 90bucks for 7 prawn.
how cool is that..hahah..i think next time go buy also not so ex..hahah..
so we reached home around 7 and we slept all the way till around 3 plus..
bath, eat then we called cab..so took a cab back..

thats how i spent my weekend..anyway, just some thoughts of relection..
how biased can a mother get?? if you ever become a mother/father..
will you show that much amount of favouritism to a child..
sometimes,what adults do can really leave a big impact on the child's childhood..
but in some ways..when you hurt someone, do you have a second chance to
make up? whn will humans ever grow up and learn there mistake..
or whn will grown up learn how to be fair..
sometimes, i really think...if there is one way i can change my life..
mayb i wouldnt want to be here..cos too much ups than downs..
if happiness can be bought with money, or can be exchange...
mayb it will make so many ppl life much easier to lead..including mine..

oh well..im just being ramdom here.

2008-09-26T18:59:00.002+08:00

was seriously rotting at home for the past few days..
either i dont feel like going out, or no one to accompany me out..
haha..that quite a sad thing that is happening to me right now..
am i having too much of free time?
should i start finding a part time job..?
but whn i start thinking abt it, am i ready for a new job..
i seems to have become more lazy now that im not working..
but the feeling of not employed doesnt feel good too..
in economics, i learnt liquidity trap..and now..i am financially trap..
not that i do not have enough to spend. but i do not have enough
to splurge..understand?? oh well..mayb i myself also dont get my point.
i should find a way to cure the bored and aimless life im having..

ok..bye for now..i will try to get my chat box back as soon.hahah..

2008-09-21T20:22:00.002+08:00

have been having lotsa fun since fri..and now i had to make up by
studying longer hours for my test on tues...hahah..
doesnt matter la, as long as we have fun..

ok, on fri after class..went to holland v to meet dice and geor..
we are suppose to go somewher and chill, but i was damn hungry
aft class..so we went to the hawker there to eat..the food
there, cheap and good..haha..then aft that went to eat ice cream
at cold rock..the place where u can mixed ur own ice cream..
then aft that then we find somewher to hang out..
my 500ml beer can last the whole night!!hahaha...im not a beer person la..
so we chatted for a couple of hrs..goin thru those same old conversation
that we always had..
then when i got home, i wanted to sleep already, but then..exy called me..
ask me out, so i was like ok lo..so they came over and pick me..
then we go changi village to see ****..if u know wat is there to see there..
haha..we did silly things la, parked at the carpark, seeing how these
ppl work..then how fast they come back aft one job...
then the funniest part is, we ask a guy to go and ask the price..haha. $50
for 15mins, good money lo..hahaha..
aft that we went to the place where we can see the plane landing..
sat by the road side and chat, then exy taught me how to drive a manual car..
so i know how to already, but my engine stall half the time..haha.
then aft that we are still bored..so they say lets go ecp..
so we went, find those dark dark carpark, and start our hunting job..
and whn we saw one of the car we just go round it many many times..
and that exy so funny, she dump her driver sit and went to hide at the back!!!
haha..aft that went to carls jr at big splash..by the time i reach home..
it was already 8plus..so slpt at 9 in the morning..

continued program on sat!!
woke up at 2 plus, then went town to meet veron and dice..
was suppose to go for the baby show, but couldnt wake up in time..
so met them at cathay, to get slippers again..so the 4 of us
got the same design and colour..then went ps body shop to collect
the things that i got for my frens..aft that walk around in town
for awhile..wait for exy to come pick me again..
then we went ecp to give zihui a birthday surprise..
it was meant to be a surprise but then when they are discussing abt the plan..
zihui walked pass and spotted us..so the surprise was gone..haha..
we had a mini pinic on our own, the aft that we join her frens,
since they are camping overnight there..so played with poker cards,
talk about lame jokes, then i went to sleep in the tent at ard 3plus..
then wake up ard 630am today..wanted to sleep whn i got home, but i
cant sleep..seems to have insomia nowadays..

so sunday..sleep through the aftnoon..so need to study later..
but had a fruitful fri and sat..anyway it is already over,

but zihui and wendy phng, happy birthday!
i hope you have enjoy urself in ur respectitive place..
and we will have a bigger bash next yr...same time ok!
with love..

oh..happy birthday sept babies.

michelle, karen, zihui, wendy..thats all right?

2008-09-14T23:52:00.004+08:00

went sento today agn for tanning...and the sun is quite good today..
no sign of goin to rain..and today we went in quite a big grp..
8 of us in total..including two kids,so all squeeze in one car..haha..
stayed there for around two hours..then we went to take our shower..
and that two hours was whole lot of fun and laughter..hahah..

oh..and on our way back, we saw a very classic car..and i bet that
person must be damn rich to drive that on the highway..
and that car have a very unique car plate, normal numbers..
but the plate was red and yellow..does it stand for anything??

ok, so i think im burnt, but hopefully wont be that peeling burnt..
so test is coming...then aft that would be the final exams already..
i am going to start studying soon..so lesser outing for me..
anyway, i think i have been goin out lesser and lesser already..
which i think its good, i can stay home and save money for my
thailand trip, and then spend time at home rotting..hahah..
however, too much staying at home is nt good..so hopefully
i can find a balance somewher!haha

2008-09-05T00:26:00.002+08:00

seems to be missing from this place quite awhile..
actually im quite lazy to blog already, a few times i came here..
but i end up not posting anything..hahah..

last wk,went to batam for a short getaway..27th aug-29th aug..
the whole trip was quite pleasant and i never buy much there..
but luckily i bought my veg!!!hahaha..stayed at harris resort..
and one thing that i want to comment on the resort..
it is quite a gd one..u definately feel welcome there and
the ppl there are quite nice and helpful..other than that...
like u like water sports there are quite a few that u can try..
but it is cost quite a bit..

then on sat went for yx's bdae party at aranda..
played mahjong as usual...then slack a bit then went home already..
wanted to hitch a ride frm dennis but in the end, i took cab..
on the way back, i saw the two idiots..damn unlucky la..
but f**k it..hahha..

so on tues, dad went to china for two wks..and lucky me..
i got the car for two wks..but now,driving out seems to be
quite stressful for me..sometime i rather take public transport..
i dont understand why it has to be this way..
can forget about getting a car now!hmm..

so yesterday went with the teachers to eat at marina square..
at waruku restaurant...quite a good time to catch up also..
since the last time i saw them was few mths back..haha.
then aft that we went swensen for ice cream..chatted for awhile...

i want to start saving now...if i want to go thailand in nov..
i think i should start saving..otherwise i wil have a hard time there..
hopefully it would be a good and eye-opening trip for me..

alright, sch later..shall make sure i stay thru the lesson, cos
i know exams is coming already..time sure pass very fast..second
sem is ending soon..

alright, ciao!

ps:jelly-i updated my blog for ur sake! u better fl touch!

2008-08-24T23:02:00.004+08:00

last sat, went in malaysia with the Sim group to attend a fren birthday..
so my dad borrow a car from his fren so that i can drive in..
and make my life easier in a way, but the damn thing is..accident agn la..
but very minor one..just some scratches only..some spaying needed..
so our way there way full of obstacles..first i got into an accident..
whn i reached there..i tell my fren to bring me to a workshop..
then she reverse her car, she crashed her car too..so end up two
of us need to go workshop together, but then no workshop is open..
so forget it..then we travel up..to our friend place...
slacked there, eat and catching up...then aft that..we decide to go club..
at eden hotel..cabanna..if i didnt rem wrong..so one our way there frm
her house, we wanted to take a shortcut, but a tree fallen and block the
road, and luckily my fren saw it, otherwise another accident agn..
and i was the 2nd car..3 cars altogether..then aft that..we got seperated
with the 3rd car..so we meet at her place..and whn we saw her.
she told us that she nearly got into an accident too..
she was driving on the main road, the another turning out just ignore her..
and speed out, and luckily she brake in time otherwise it would be
a damn seriously accident la..haha..so we finally make our way to the club..
i didnt drink cos i got to drive, by the time i reached singapore
it was dawn of the next day..and i feel so safe being home!hahahah

yesterday was really a busy day..not even a minute to rest..
first thing in the morning when i wake up was to go and get
the birthday number candle for veron..then aft that pick
candice up at her place..then go straight to the party at west area...
ehh..hillwiew ave! so wanted to swim but the weather doesnt allow..
so in the end..we just slack there, set up the place..
and wait for the catering to come..hahaha..whn the catering arrive..
all of us were damn hungry already..so we started eating first...
then her guest arrive slowly..manage to wait till the cake cutting
before we leave..

then aft that, went to jenny's birthday party at siglap..
but before that, went to fetch xiang and peng up..
ok, i was freak out while goin to xiang's hse cos i dont know
how come i ended up at mandai crematorium..then another
christian memorial garden! so whn i finally make my way out..
my mind cannt think properly already..hahah..
cos i got her address all mixed up, she stayed at st 61 and i thou
is 71..then her blk 643 i thou is 743..so went wrong place agn..
hahah..ok, but manage to get to her place la..hahah..

ok, jenny's have an interesting party, look more like engagement..
hahaha..mother help her put on necklaces in front of the guest..
then aft that got photo taking with both guy and girl side family..
haahha..then aft that all the friends..then still must use
mic announce lo...hahah..ok, then left at 11pm..

went to kou fu to meet ah may they all, with exy, zihui and her fren..
then we slacked there till abt 145am..then no where to go..
so i suggested that we go west coast park..hahaha.
when we were there, we went to play all those exercise thing at the
park, then we went on this thing that will go round and round..
so exy went up, i push her..then aft that she say she scare...
hahaha..then she started to cry..hahahah..so funny..
then me and zihui went up to play also...i had fun, but hui end
up with spinning head!hahaha..so if next time u got nowher to go
in the middle of the night, go there..workout!

many thanks to SJF2914A, u make my life so easy for the past one wk!
travel with me to malaysia, to school..to many many places :)

2008-08-07T20:23:00.003+08:00

time pass real fast nowadays..is it me who is feeling that way..
or everyone out there is feeling it too??
anyway i have been real good this two wks..haven been staying at home..
instead of running around..hahah..and i am very certain that this is
a good way to save! so..as usual, i am dying of boredom so i decide
to blog..but then i dont know what should i blog about..
i dont have any topic in mind..hahaha..

ok, geor, enjoy ur holiday in aussie and have fun..
take care and see u agn whn u are back!haha..i got class tmr
so i guess i wont be able to send u off..

and..aug is one mth that is full of birthdays for me..

happy birthday to those august babies:

tricia, aki, melissa, liqin, lixian, jenny, kerenza, yingxi...
ok, im sorry if i missed out any names..

ok..
bb

2008-08-01T14:34:00.004+08:00

STILL AT MALACCA-ON OUR WAY BACK!

AT A&W IN MALAYSIA

OUR BARANG BARANG BACK!

CHICKEN RICE BALL

trip to malacca over the wkends was good..first time driving up
without any adult..and many thanks to the GPS owner..otherwise
we will surely get lost cos everywher looked the same!!hahaha...
and then..how been slacking for the whole wk already..
and i tell u..i damn suay..

that day i was at a coffee shop, then i got bitten by some bugs..
so i went to see a doc today, and then she gave me two antibotics and
itch medcine plus mc, so no need to attend class today..but i was damn tired..
couldnt slp whole night cos of the itch..haha..
and yesterday night, whn i reached home..i realise my one and only
lift broke down, so i had to take the stairs..in the middle of the night..
and then climb all the way to sixth floor..argh...

hahahah.....ok, first day of 7th month wor..better be save..ahhaha..
so shall not have late night outing nowadays..and better stay at home..
hahah..many birthdays this mth..so time to shop for presents..hahah..
Oopss..did i just mention should stay home more!!hahaha..

bb

take away the itch pls!

2008-07-23T02:21:00.002+08:00

wendy....this is concrete proof who push you down the water!!
go look for BEV...hahah..

2008-07-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I feel so pessimistic about life, I don’t know what
Is the right things and the wrong things to do..
Whatever I do, it doesn’t seems to please me.. nor is making
Me happy..sometimes I really think I don’t even understand
Myself..i cant really see what I can get out of my life..
Everyday all I hear from my mouth is complain aft complain..
Grumble aft grumble..why is that so?

i have learnt, to hide things inside cos talking about it wont help..
and the party listen will never understand..so why bother to
talk so much when in the end, u are the only one facing it??
this 1 yr is the most crucial part of my life..what the future holds for
me depends on this..so in a way, im scared, fear of disappointment..
insecure cos i cannt predict what will happen at the end of the day..
this feeling really sucks..but who can i blame beside myself?
why ppl never learnt their lesson??
how many times must we fall in one lifetime??
how many ups and down are there??
argh!! when i see my life, i really feel like crying...
what can be worst that this?
i believe nothing else...at least i hope this is the max for me..

ok, im on the emo side today!
tmr it will be a brand new day!

2008-07-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

ok, was kind of busy last wk, first of all, on sat..went over
to xiang place and stayed over there till morning..advance celebration
for her bdae..and then i am proud to say that i took a bus home
instead of cabbing in the morning...haha..

then on sun, meet the teachers for dinner..there was a miscommunication
and cos of that, i have to rush down..i wish i can really fly
at that time..hahah..so went to pick mrs chong, then cand, then leen..
aft that drive straight to holland v..met the rest there too..
and lucky me managed to get a parking lot easily..
so we decide to go hog breath for dinner..chatted over dinner..
then aft went for ice cream..aft that i send then back...
my dad super nice that day la, he lent me the car..and lucky he
lent it to me cos it was raining so heavily that i cannt even
really see the road marking whn i drove..so without the car, i think we all
dont have to go back..yep, so by the time i reached home was just nice
around mid-night..tiring day!

mon, was cass's farewell dinner...so i met candice aft tution to go and
get the food at bdk, it was already quite late by the time i met her..
so we just shop for whatever we need then we left..and since we had to
carry so many things and its just the two of us, i suggested that we
take cab..so yeah..our deal was 10buck max..aft that we will stopped at
whenever the cab took us..hahah..so luckily we only need 8bucks to
reach her place..haha..then aft that went home, that start to prepare..
as we prepare, we waited for the rest to come..
and then..cass only arrive ard 840pm..hahah..then we had dinner till round
10 plus..then wash up..was lazy to go home, so i stayed over at her house..
then came home on tues evening..wash..and do some stuff..
then went to airport to send cass off...so reached there ard 9pm..with candice
and laypeng..then we went to the swensen there to meet up with the rest..
and whn we are almost done, we went to the ticketing counter to meet up with cass.
and by then, her whole family is already there..and while walking to them..
i had a deal with laypeng..actually the whole gang..i told them not to cry.
cos i dont want to cry..but in the end, the deal is off..they cried, so did i..
hahah..so aft sending her to the boarding gate, we left..send the rest back..
then aft that went to ecp, beach cabanna..
chill then go back alr..

anyway, i hope she will be able to adapt to her life there soon..
and take care since she is all alone..

and..happy birthday to lim pei xiang...u are 21 already..!!hahah
alright, i hope u had a great time on sat and of course on the date itself..
which is today right!!hahah..yeah..lotsa love!

then tmr..i decide that i should stay at home cos i haven been resting well
for the past few days..and im quite tired actually..and im suppose to
go back to sch one of the day to lunch with them and print notes..
which obviously i haven do it yet..hahah..so if i can wake up, then
tmr shall be the day!hahah..

ok, fri..so far no plans..and hopefully it stay this way..
stay at home=saving money...hahaha

sat, going bugis to pray cos going malacca next wk..then aft that will
mayb loyang..then aft that i dont know do what alr..haha..hahah..

ok..pictures will be put up as soon as i get them!

2008-07-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

actually there are nothing much to update..
this week of school is the most hectic and enerygy draining one..
i am still so tired even with at least 6 hrs of sleep everyday..
how how how?? i just wish this week can pass in the fastest way cos..
i think before the wkend comes, all my energy are being drain dry..
with so many notes and lecture slide to print..and, aft each lecture
it never fails to leave me with a big question mark about what was
lesson about..how?? and entering into the 3rd wk of the semester means...
test is coming..and yes, i believe at least half the class is not
prepared for it yet..

hopefully i dont leave any more regrets this three months, then again..
i think my life is already filled with regrets..sometimes i just wish
i could handle it better..everything around me..but in a way..
i just sucks at handling humans..im not good at it..

why cant my brain just function a bit lesser and think lesser..
mayb life will be so much easier to go on..but yet, so not possible..
if time could pass faster, or mayb just go back to last yr..
and not stay at where it is now..but i know, i just dreaming..

wendy, sometime i wish you are still around here..at least you can
make me laugh like nobody business..i miss you man..can u come back soon??
hahah..ok, i know im not making sense..

and zihui, i havent even thank you properly for letting me know that
you will always be around..espcially whn i needed someone..
for listening to me and giving me solutions..or mayb just sit quietly
beside me..thats more than enough!!u make june a easier mth to live in :P
(if you know what i mean)

EXY, lets dota one day!!hahah..and make sure think time round
i dont die like i always do, if not wendy phng sure laugh at me..
and speedy recovery to ur yuan yuan..hahaah..

ok, im done. tired and falling asleep! night!

2008-07-07T22:50:00.006+08:00

ZIHUI LOVES KEN!! HAHAHA

YOUR FAVOURITE GOLDEN MUSHROOM..HAHAH

GROUP

BEV AND JELLY

ME PLUS KERENZA

THE FOOD THAT WE COOKED!

I WAITED ONE MTH FOR THIS TO COME HOME!HAHAH

WENDY PHNG..as promise, i told u that i will upload the pictures
by either today or tomorrow right, i am doing it now cos i wont
be free tmr, till fri..so enjoy the pictures and continue missing
us ok, but i know you are so update with everything here alr..haha..

anyway my dad went out of town on fri and i had the car to myself
till this evening..so just now, went to pick him up at the airport..
then aft that..went beach road buy take away..anyway..those days
with the car to myself is great..i really hope to have a car that
i can call my own soon..

and this whole wkend was out with sisterhoody..and i have enjoyed
myself..sun..was dinner over at candice's place..i cooked crab..
but that crab cut my hand..whatever! haha..then aft that i drove
home to watch fated to love you ep17, then went to parklane
to find EXY for dota..im learning how to play now..haha..

anyway, cut the long story short..i ending it all here..but before that
i want to wish someone happy birthday..

prisca li kai xin..happy 20th birthday to you..
thou we already had an advance celebration with you, i still
hope you will enjoy yourselve with whoever that will be with you..
i hope all your wishes and dreams will come true..
and take care ok!! :)

2008-06-29T19:01:00.003+08:00

i wanted to upload a few pictures that i saw and i think that
it is very meaningful however, i cant do so cos blogger seems
to be against me..anyway..i spend the last two days watching
a taiwan show titled-fated to love you..

it was one of the best taiwan show i have watched so far..and think
back, the last one was dolphin bay..anyway..i have these confusing feeling
in me now..it make me feel lost and dont know what to do..
i dare not make any decision cos i fear disappointment..if one day..
i regret, how??

why must life be full of decision making? why cant we just live
the way we want it..and not face any disappointment..?
we cant live it the way beacause we have many people to answer to..
and when we really live it the way we want, how many have the courage
to face failure. i admit i dont really have it..

so how can i make choices that i will never have to regret?
if i can predict the future, im may know what i suppose to do..
but the sad thing is, i cant!

ok, my fren called me just now..she told me she lost her luggage
on her way back to singapore at the airport, and the thing is, my gucci belt is
inside..so..in a way, i have lost the belt till she manage to find
the luggage..otherwise it is gone for good!

what bad things can still happened?? how many more are on the way hur!

2008-06-22T00:03:00.007+08:00

THE FUTURE CAPTAIN ON BOARD!! HAHAHA

THE CONTROL ON BOARD!

ANOTHER BIG BOAT OWN BY I DONT KNOW WHO-NAME:WHITE RABBIT

SHAW ORGANIZATION CRUSIER AT RSYC. ITS HUGE!!NAME-SEASHAW

AINT SHE CUTE???

SHE IS TOO OLD FOR THIS!!!

I DIDNT CAUGHT THIS, IT GOT ENTANGLE ONTO MY HOOK

HERRRREEEE, I CAUGHT THIS!!!

2008-06-21T18:03:00.002+08:00

powerboat lesson was so fun today..manage to click better with
the rest of the group mates cos of the practical too..
and hopefully we can see each other agn at the test centre..
ok, today we did a few things..first was the man overboard..which
means, the person feel out into the sea..we used a life buoy to represent
the person..and we have to retrieve it from the sea...
i did a few tries and i manage to do it..hahah.so proud of myself..
then the captain show us how to berth a boat the release us for lunch..

wanted to go west coast mac but the rest decide to eat at the cafe..
so i just follow the majority. i think the price of the food there
is quite reasonable..aft that, we went back on board and continue
our learning..

so we take turns to berth the boat and yeah, i did it agn..hahah..
then aft that the guys voted for early dismissal and since we got
our certificates, we can leave early..3 went off and 3 stayed..
and i stayed!!hahah..then we went boating around doing whatever we
are pleased with till the very last time..the boat runs out of petrol..
so funny...luckily the guy didnt make us swim back to the shore..
so we wait, try all means to get the engine moving..and finally..
with that little petrol we manage to go back..and thats the end of the day..
i got some pictures but will put it up later..cos i haven upload it
into the comp yet..and yeah, shaw organization big cruiser was there..

ok, just bath, and getting ready for the dinner tonight, since
it would be a gathering with my mum's fren..then early slp tonight!

ciao!

2008-06-21T02:15:00.002+08:00

SISTERHOOD=SISTERHOODY

CHUT CHUT FAMILY

haha,now i have one more group name...hahah..
this is so fun, whatever it is, i love each and everyone!!!
anyway, chut chut family is name aft the genting trip..
and that was a really fruitful trip..anyway
i need to clarify something, i not only treat wan ying's sister
good ok..hahah..and i never treat my brother that bad!!!
hahah..alright, till the next time..

power boat practical tmr!!woohoo!!

2008-06-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

yesterday i typed a long entry but then when i wanted to post it...
this stupid comp just die on me, so nothing was saved and now
i got to do it all over again..anyway, holiday will be over soon...
in a week time so i think i should treasure these last few days..

start the week by staying over at EXY's house..i went there quite late..
when i reached the interchange, i wanted to call her to ask if she
want me to just pack dinner and slack at her house, but i could get
thru her phone, cos that idiot is talking to another idiot(wendy) and
she lost her phone and still haven get a new line yet..so no choice..
i bought bubble tea and went her place..then we decided to just go
downstair for dinner..then aft that we went home and watch dvd..
wendy called again at night, chat awhile then she say she go and sleep
then she will wake up agn at 4am to talk to us on skype..

so while waiting for her..we watched the show..actually the show
is nice, but the jelly was dozing off already..and when wendy called..
she was already half asleep..so wendy "watched" the show with us..
ahahaha...we had motions and audio..but she only have audio..
but she say, she can imagine the show in her mind..
aft that i chatted with her for awhile and i think something wrong
with her internet connection, so she was offline..then i went to slp
cos was super tired and it was like 6am already..and im like
meeting my diving fren at 10am..haaha..

anyway, i couldnt open my eyes whn my alarm ring at 10am, so we
postpone the meeting till 1pm..exy was suppose to go with me..
but she say she almost blackout while bathing so she is
unwell to go with me..haha..so i was late and rushing so i left first..
and when i left she was sitting at her stair...

then i meet the diving frens and we walked around in town..
went for lunch first cos was super hungry le..and my gastric
was acting up..then aft that we continue shopping around..
then exy called me say she ok le..and want to meet us..
so we told me that we will meet her at tampines for dinner since she
is alone..aft that, we went to ah may house slack..but i am not relaxing
myself at all..cos her house got CAT!!!!
only that exy got and play with the cat la..then aft that we went down
to the coffee shop to chit chat and then it was too late for me to
go home..so i stay over at her place again..
i continue watching the show and she, happily sleeping cos she got
school the next day..i got tution too..

then we wake up at 12pm..left the house and i came home to prepare for
tution while she go school..and finally tonight i can have all the rest i
want cos i do not have anything on later..so happy!!hahaha..

anyway, wendy, just want to let you know, if you are not happy with
your life over there..u can always come back ok, everyone here welcomes
you back. and im sure there will be somewhere that you can go..

anyway can someone tell me what is friendship all about?
is it all about trust or how you just need companion to help
you pass time??? sometime i think it is very hard to keep human
relationship together..cos everyone mindset is changing all the time..
who knows, you may not even recognise ur close friend one day!

2008-06-13T18:44:00.002+08:00

i need to be more careful so as not to make any spelling mistake..
cos it was pointed out by wee zi hui...anyway..zihui, ur msn nick is
yeo zihui, sooner or later i will forget that ur actual surname is
wee..hahah..

ok,yesterday powerboat lesson was ok, it was bearable..and mayb some
topics were interesting..so time pass faster..then aft that i was
waiting for the bus that will take me to clementi mrt..but my trainer
saw me when he drove out so he volunteer to give me a lift..
hahah..i got a free ride and save quite some bit of time..lucky me..hahah
and there will be another lesson tmr, which is so much longer..
from 130pm-730pm..hopefully it will be bearable too..hahah..

ok, give trust is one that that may cause a friendship to be stronger..
or it may cause it to fall..i hope i didnt make a mistake for trusting..

wendy, stop waking up at those time that we are not awake...
tmr if we are going camping u are going to envy us right..
hahah..too bad for you..anyway, what is the food that u miss best in
singapore..haaa..tell us and we will go eat for you!

anyway i got to go..meeting zihui and the rest at 85 for dinner..

2008-06-11T14:56:00.002+08:00

went to malaysia yesterday, with xinyuan and her dad...
hahah..wierd combination right, but doesnt really matter as long as
we had fun there..was suppose to meet them at 1130am at queen st..
but as usual, i was late...so sorry to keep you waiting..
then we went to eat bat hut teh..aft that we went plangi..
shop a little..then we went for the RM6 hair wash..it was cheap...
then aft that, we went to city square..i went into this spec shop..
and finally bought my oakley...aft so much thinking and struggling..
and aft buying this and paying for my powerboat lesson..i declare
bankruptcy for this week..hahah..so shall stay at home..

anyway yesterday power boat lesson was boring..half the time i couldnt
figure out what they were talking about, but never mind..
this is just the start..im going stay on and make sure i pass this and
get my power boat licence..

so i waited online for that stupid wendy to come online till 430am and then
she did not even come online..so wendy, if you are really this..
can u make sure u tell me you coming online beforehand so that
i dont have to wait for you aimlessly..hahah...

ok, tmr another night of powerboat theory, but before that i shall enjoy
myself with maple with candice ler..hahaha..

dota-ing player in the making!

ciao

2008-06-10T02:46:00.007+08:00

THE US

US AGAIN!

WHAT ARE WE DOING??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADV!

THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT

OUR NAMES!!

THEY NEVER REALISE THEIR AGE! HAHA

EDWIN WITH HIS BIKE

CHEERS

ALMOST DONE

STEAMBOAT

SILENT

WE ARE PLAYING WITH THE SWEET! ENJOYING

FROM US TO HER!

IF PICTURES SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS, I GUESS THIS IS WHAT LIFE SHOULD BE!!

2008-06-08T19:06:00.001+08:00

this week was one hectic one for the most of us...
cos of who..none other than wendy phng weiling..why???
for the reason that she decides to leave singapore for new zealand...
so wed went over to winnie's place to make muffin cum cookies for her..
that was her wish before leaving..ahahah..and the result is quite positive..

then thurs i met wendy in town for shopping..i was still thinking if i should
buy the shades that i saw at taka..give me sometime to decide..cos i scare
i might regret buying it...so we went walking around..wendy was suppose to meet
her fren at 10pm, but they were late..so we just walk around..and i really
take my hat off her..she can really SHOP..

wendy phng, if you are really this...i swear you can buy alot of extras..
please learn to save up for me..ahhaha..mayb you can buy me nice nice things
from new zealand..

so since i know her frens, we went for dinner/supper together at HK cafe
at cineleisure..aft that her fren left..our programme aft that...hahah..
we went singing at party world..we got 4 hrs free..but then agn..
the bill was 40bucks..freaking ex la..we got a shock whn we see the bill..
so now i decide, party world is out from ktv list..so we sang till 4am..
aft that we have no idea where to go..so we just started strolling..
and chatting along the way..we walked all the way from hereen to almost
bugis, board a cab from there to my place..then in the morning, suppose to
have tution but cancel it cos of her..wendy pls be touch ok!!!
zihui cancel two days of work for you too..see how much we love you.
send her home for her to finish packing and she took more than
the time given..so have to rush home in the end..

then her brother joined us for dinner then we went to jalan besar to
get his helmet cos he pass his motor test. and he is so excited about it..
cos he got his own bike..hahah..then we went to sim lim..whereas her bro
went to collect his bike at his fren's place..

wendy phng got herself a webcam, for communication purpose...haha..
and many many clothes...shopping madness in her that day..aft that,
it was dinner at my place..so we went to the ntuc at my place..
but it was quite small so the food there was quite limited..but still
we hav our own share of fun that night..

i guessed the benefit for being in this group is, you never get tired with them..
you do not have to really crack your brain..i guessed this is something
that is call pure friendship..one that everyone work hard to make
it going..no matter where you are..and endless of fun..and laughter..

then sleep over at my place..till the aftnoon where everyone went home
to get ready to send wendy off at night..so we were suppose to be early.
but ended up,we are all late..as usual..i think the mood at the airport was
quite sad..everyone trying hard to smile..but i know, deep inside, we are
already controlling the tears..maybe not to all, but some yes, i know it..
but we still went for dinner, mayb we shouldnt so we have more time..
and that girl almost miss her flight, she only went in whn the board
outside show gate closing..hahaha..

so we didnt had time to had a proper bid goodbye..i think wendy phng is
the first to do all these..hahaha..great impact huh!!!haahahah..aft that
the rest say the want to go get some chocolate to make them happy...
so we went to a shop, and i saw a sweet that i like, but the way to eat it
is disgusting..so i bought it..and make all of them try doing it..
but this is what they say...

ken:eh, i teach you all how to eat this sweet ok, but in a disgusting way..
rest:you try first la..

ok, so i started doing it..

rest:eh, you got wash your hands ant ah..??
ken:my hands are clean, later you all try ok..
rest: dont want la..

but i still force them to try..hahah..and the next thing is..
everyone is doing it except zihui cos she cant accept it..hahaha..
so i throw the question back, eh, you all got wash ur hands ant??hahaha...
thats the funniest..

and i think this take more effect that the chocolate..
and winnie say thatnext time SH meeting we should have this..

and i think someone asked, eh, you got think your other grp of
friends doing this ant,haha..my ans is no..

hahahha..aft that we went to ecp, beach cabana to chill...and
someone the feeling without wendy phng is different, but im sure we will learn
to get used to it..aft that, i went to my aunt place to stay..
i think this is the longest post ever..!!!

wendy phng- please stop asking for my wedding invitation..and please
behave yourself in NZ!!remb to email ur dad(you ask me to remind you)

2008-06-02T02:53:00.002+08:00

im back from genting already..hahah..i think this trip was better
than the last...more companions..like a whole bunch of us..
and it was fun to go in such a big group..
and a lighter note, i did not enter the casino this time round..
and i am not tempted to go in either..i dont know why..

met EXY at queen st to talk the causeway bus but the queue was too long..
so we decided to go for the cab that cos us 10bucks each to each
malaysia custom which is cheap..was suppose to meet wendy at woodlands..
but cos the cab only stopped at malaysia, so told wendy that we will
meet her at malaysia custom..gave instructions to her to where to meet..
ended up, we were earlier than her..but we thou she was supposed to
reach first..so was quite worried at first cos we scare she might go missing..
and our coach is at 945pm and we only see her walking out from the
immigration at 905pm..so the reason is..she waited for the bus for an hr...

ok, next went to city square to collect the tickets from wendy's fren..
then waited for the bus to pick us up..hahah...luckily the bus was
quite comfortable..was so tired that i slept all the way up..
then when we reached, called wanying to meet us...luckily they already
check in so that i dont have to wait for the room till 11 or mayb 12pm..
if not i will faint..so went up to catch some slp since we reach at 4am..

at 10am, the dad call all of us to wake up to go for lunch..and by the time
we are ready to leave it was already 11am..we went somewhere downhill..
the food was nice and price was reasonable, not like genting..
ok, we ordered too much that we cannot finish so takeaway..hahaha
aft that we went to buy the tickets for the theme park..
its RM38 for the outdoor theme park and RM51 for both indoor and outdoor..
but we only got the outdoor tickets...it was raining thou..so
some of the rides are close..and we have to queue for all the games..
so it was kind of waste money..but doesnt matter..at least we had some fun..
one way or another..then aft that wanying go for dinner with her family..
so we decide that we are going for dinner on our own...
so on our way back to the hotel room, we saw joey yung there, she was
having a meet the fan session at the shopping centre..and she was quite pretty..
hahaha..managed to take a pic of her..aft that..we headed back to the
hotel room, on our way back, some people stopped us..and gave us tickets to
vincy(yong er) concert at the arena of star..it was one for the most expensive
tickets..cost around RM180,i dont think she is popular right..mayb just some
new upcoming star, and this was her very first own mini concert..so we happily went for it..it was quite good, her slow songs are nice, hahah..but the thing is, the whole thing was in cantonese, which i dont understand what she is
singing half the time...so me and wendy was self entertaining..
and EXY was bored to death...she was already planning what to eat for dinner
while watching the concert...hahaha.anyway joey sat thru the concert too..
and she is having her own concert on the 26th/27th june..
aft the concert we went to have dinner..i had mary brown..
then went back to the room and wait for the rest to come back cos they went
casino..we doze off while waiting, so we didnt go to the ktv as planned!

sunday!
check out time...packed our bags and went for breakfast at hotel de genting..
the service there sucks..we waited for an hour for the food to be served..
and we were late in checking out, which doesnt really matter to me..
then aft that we had our own shopping time, but i didnt buy anything
cos i think they are all not worth the money..so just walked around...
then we left genting at 330pm..they are all driving..so we just tagged their cars..
and on the way back, we saw an accident, two cars, one boot was totally gone..
and another one was upside down..hopefully both drivers are saved..

we returned to singapore via tuas checkpoint..and seriously, it is very expensive
to use tuas..there are many tolls to go thru..but at least we dont have to
stuck at the traffic jam..so reach boon lay at 1115pm and manged to catch a
train home..!!and for now, home is the best!

im off to bed! night out!

2008-05-25T16:10:00.002+08:00

ok, im back with more to update...sat stayed over at wanying's place..
the feeling here is something like going back to nature..
living in the sub-urban area of singapore...kinda fun..but at the sametime
there are still advantages and disadvantages..

so we played monopoly with her two sisters at night...
and know what the monopoly just wanna be so cool la..
cos we dont use money anymore, we use those fake cash card..
add in the value and deduct the value from there...haha..
i think i wanna go get one for myself..anyway, i might be goin to genting agn..
mayb next wk, with them. but i think they are driving there..

anyway, in the aftnoon we went to the hay goat farm since it was
near her place, and the goats there are so cute..many baby goats..
anyway, we went there late so we miss the milking session...
never mind, at least i've been to the goat farm..then aft that
we went to a dragonfruit farm..nothing much to see in there..
so we didnt stay there for too long too...

and now, im back at her house blogging while waiting for my turn to
bath and then go back, since i haven really stayed home the past few
days..tution tmr and then i will be so free..let's see what i shall
do tmr. anyone wants to come out? or anyone wants to shop since
the great sinagpore sales is here!!!

2008-05-24T15:28:00.003+08:00

alright, this week have been quite a busy one for me..
and at least i can say, im not wasting my holidays away.

went genting on mon and stayed there till wed..so came back
ard 11plus at night...the trip was good,
thou i donated money to the casino again, but at least i learn
new things..and mayb i should go agn..this time round
for the theme park, aft all i didnt have the time to go there this time round..
have been spending the time either on shopping or inside the casino..

oh, and the journey back sucks, just cos of one bunch of stupid people...
inconsiderate ppl i mean..they want to just carry luggage there
when they are only there for 3 days..and worst, they just wants to put it
below there seat..and my chair can go down cos of them..so i had to sit
in a diffcult position all the way back...and then aft singapore
custom, they put their bags at the luggage compartment...wierd right!!!
gosh, i wish i dont ever see them again...

alright, thurs, met up with zihui, xinyuan, wendy and winnie for dinner..
but winnie didnt join us..hahha..aft that went back my place and slacks..
watch tv, crapping away...hahaah...then they left early cos they got
school the next day...only wendy stayed over at my place...

fri, went for tution in the morning leaving wendy and xinyuan at my place..
cos she came over aft her school...then aft that met them at home...
and at night, we went to expo for the singapore food festival..
the food was ok, but we were so full whn we came out...
then we saw this car roadshow there, so we went to have a look,
and i realise,a car is still not a choice or me now..
so aft that, i stayed over at xy's hse...later going to
town with them..but before that, i want to go home first
hahahah..

sun is still not here yet, so i still do not have any plans..
till the next time..

2008-05-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

i had a very wonderful 21st birthday celebration yesterday..
lotsa fun, lotsa drinking...and i am grateful for everyone that came..
cos everyone plays a part in making the party a wonderful and memoriable one.
and no words can describe how thankful i am..
but still, i got to apologise for being a poor host..

thanks for wendy phng for doing the cd for me..
and xinyuan, kaixin, wendy and angelia for decorating the place for me..
and also the same ppl who push me down the pool..hahaha...

and my parents, for seeing to all the preparation work to ensure
that everything go smoothly that day.

and peixiang, candice, cass, jenny, leen, geor, laypeng, yingxi...
im sry for leaving you guys alone most of the time..but i know
you will understand why...and geor, for coming at the very last min..
rushing down aft work!

if only time can stopped yesterday or make yesterday pass slowly...
but its ok, memories are a good way of rememebering things and
thinking back will still put a smile on my face..

all in all, thank you! im one yr older now..and lets see what i should do
to make sure this yr is well spent!

2008-05-11T06:46:00.002+08:00

another day out with the sim group..and good thing about it is..
it was whole lot of fun..joy and laughter all the way..
i think it was sometime that i really miss since i grad frm diploma last yr..
how nice if my class were like that now...but it is not possible..
anyway, usual rountine, dinner then club..
had dinner at the riverside indonesian restaurant..suppose to be a table for 9..
end up only for 5.hahah...that aft that headed to clarke quay..
and since only the few of us...we had a hard time deciding where to go..
so in the end, we went to look for our fren at mohamad saltan rd..
and drink there..till now...hahah..im just reach home not long ago..
bath and stil not sleeping..wide awake now..

hahah...everyone was so tired but i guess everyone had enjoy themselve..
aft all, how often do we get to meet up like that??
oh yeah, 7 days to my birthday..and seems like i got a lot of thing not done yet..
so shall see to it on mon..so that everything can be ready by
the best friday, if not sat..i hope i wont be so drunk...

and what about today's programme, first, malaysia with my mum,
aft that candice's place for steamboat..so the reason for not sleeping..
i scare i cannt wake up in time to go malaysia with my mum..
so only can catch a short nap later inside the car since i wont be driving..

alright, life is good without having to study and worry abt exams..
and mayb i shall consider if im goin to grad night ant, since it is so troublesome..

bye all!

2008-05-05T16:16:00.002+08:00

last paper tmr, haha..im so excited bout it..
11 days to my party and im stil cracking my brain over it..
anyway cant wait for exams to be over..haha..and i got lotsa of dates...
hahah..time to make up for time lost..and back to the world of fun..
can put book aside for two months..nothing to worry abt and enjoy..

i think i goin to get iphone..i saw online that it wil be coming to
singapore in sept and then carrier is singtel..but then i dont want to
wait till then..but then agn, i not goin to pay more than 700 for it..
cos most importantly, that phone got no warranty..so not wise to pay more
than that..might as well i go get the samsung pda with that amt..

alright, shall check it out in town on thurs..the rest of the wk
will be a busy one..but im so looking forward to it..haha..
no more kallang macdonald for me!! yepppp!!!

done!

2008-05-01T19:06:00.002+08:00

Exams will be over in another 5 days time, but results are something
that i do not want to think about know..i guessed i will just leave it
to the mighty one to decide for me, what i should really get..
and aft that it will be a whole lot of fun..which im already looking forward to..
first would be the preparation for my 21st bdae...hope it will be a good one..
then the actual 21st celebration..aft that would be a trip to genting..
casino..i wish i will bring some cash back frm there...anyway they are
so rich..so pls dont be stingy in donating some to me!!! hahaha..

then aft that, hmm..hopefully a trip to batam...just a day trip will do.
not too much to ask for right?? i guessed MAY will pass so quickly this time
round..and i have to make sure that i have enough time to do what i want.
and mayb a lil work will help me lighten off some loads..too much programs..
and now, its time to earn the cash..alright!

and june..it wil be a short holiday which im praying hard that will come true..
then it wil be power boat class..and i hope time can just stop in june so
that i do not have to go back sch in july...haha..i know its impossible..
but can i just dream about it??

ok, before all those fun arrives, i have to mug for another 5 more days..
alright, i shouldnt be complaining..but seriously, i cant help it..
i hate books..and i miss orchard road, i miss the fresher air outside..
but it seems like im stil stuck. and i think im lacking slp..

ok, im done with this..and a short note..many have asked me what i want..
but seriously, i dont know..i have no idea what i want..so ppl, do the
brainstorming yourselve kk..my brain already fully loaded!!! hahha..

back to school!

2008-04-11T16:29:00.005+08:00

candice ler finally pierce her ear holes...like finally aft so long...
but as usual, she create a scene there..and it is very funny..
i'll see if i can upload the video later..haha..let it spreads!!!

anyway, exam break is here already. means, exam in 10 days time..
how ready am i for it...i am not even ready..!!
but then i wil try to study for it..so i wil try to work hard for now...

and aft that i have time to do my things..enjoy the fun..
and look forward to my holiday plan..so its also time to save up..
rest is all i need now..but yet, i dont seems to have it..

sentosa tmr...and 3rd time for the song of the sea...i think they should come
up with another story, im getting bored with it..but still amazed with the
water and light effect.

before After

2008-04-10T07:28:00.002+08:00

what is the most saddening thing in the whole world...
it is whn someone who is close hurt you...that u dont feel the pain anymore...
whn no one stand by you and think u are wrong...hahah...how contradicting it is..
your very own family member...can u trust them ant??? not anymore..
i think this is what is going through my mind right now..
those who understand me will know what im talking about..but those who dont,
i am not goin to mention it anymore..cos its over...

i guess this is just part and parcel in life that u only got yourselve to belive...
mayb it time to live for yourselve rather than for others...cos no one
will appreciate it...like no one!!!!

all u need is just an impact that can wake u up...and learn to differentiate
reality from lies...and to be so clear minded aft 20 hrs of not slping..
to decide what u really what for yourselve...and that is to live n your on..
and never to rely on others again...thats where u will find true happiness..
life may be tough, but much more meaningful...

A wake up call indeed!

2008-04-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

went to pay my last respect to a fren that pass away at the recent bike
accident that took place in sepang(malaysia)..i cannot imagine, the pain that
he has to suffer before he died...anyway, i pity the kids..alot..
they are crying, but the son seems to be strong..and i wish that he is...
it takes only a few seconds for the casket to be cremated, but it takes
many years to forget the pain of losing someone dear to you...
and how many times have i been to mandai??!! i think the first was mr quah!
and whn i see many of the family members weeping...i realise, something,
we take things for granted, especially, family and frens...
for now, i just want to say, i love them alot..and because of them, i learnt many
things through the differents phrases of my life..and i am grateful to have each
and everyone by my side..

3 more days till sch close for exam break...and hopefully i will be more focus on
my exams..i have to work hard..cos i do not want any F, but even if i do hve..
i guess i got nothing to say..its just part and parcel of life..too many stress will
cause your brain not to work well..

oh, i think i got short term memory, i tend to keep forgetting to do what i want...
but then nothing major...cos i wil never forget any major events happening..
mum leaving for shanghai thurs morning..think i cant send her off cos i got sch..
but mayb i will if i can arrange my time well..proj done, test done....
good!!

iphone can u come out earlier please..!!!

learn to live life to the fullest...

2008-04-05T14:25:00.003+08:00

we went for sac concert perform by the band on thurs at the
victoria threatre. the performance was ok, but the pri sch kids
are really cute..the instrument are bigger than them for some...
anyway we rented a car..and not bad, that lancer can fit 7 of us...
(me,peixiang,candice,cass,laypeng,eileen,jenny)
and luckily there isnt any road block that day...we are lucky..
aft the concert we went to lau pat sat for supper before heading home..
so sent peixiang first, so 6 ppl sent her home that day...
(you better remb it ok..hahah..)
and we took pictures inside the car..so wait till i receive the pic...

anyway i went to terminal 3 already, actually nothing much..or mayb is it stil new
not all the shops are open yet..and one thing, they have very funny structure...
i dont know how to explain...hahah

oh, and whn i woke up this morning..i receive a msg frm my fren..
another die in a motor accident..really wondering if motor is safe..
attending the wake tmr, but suddenly, i think life is really fragile..
one moment, u are going strong, planning your life for the next ten years..
but the next moment you are gone for good.
maybe we should stop for one moment and look around us...
the people who care for you, and the people who you care...
cos u never know what tmr will brings..and cherish before it is too late..

proj in the making!!!

2008-03-31T21:09:00.002+08:00

first of all..happy birthday candice ler..u are 21 already..
and hope that u had a wonderful time the past two days...

i finally replenish all my sleep. aft the two days of not enough slp...
haha..i know i cannt take it, so how to join the subaru challenge.
i think its impossible for me...anyway i also manage to submit my
project on time...prevent the classmates from nagging at me..hahah..

oh, we rented a car, suzuki ignis..i think it is this particular car that has no
power..but the overall was good..i think its quite a good car to own, but
the petrol comsumption is high..not a petrol efficiency car..

sch term is ending in 10 days time...aft that i have four paper...and then
i wil enjoy my holiday...kinda looking forward to it..but what i am suppose
to do for the two months?? it will be damn bored la..i sense it already..

hai...

2008-03-15T17:40:00.003+08:00

went to open a new UOB bank account with my sister yesterday at parkway..
and i think i quite like that account cos i do not have to maintain any balance inside
even if im 21, cos its a campus account...mean to say that i can keep my minimum bal
at $0 till i graduate from SIM. hahah..and the funniest thing is, they gave me a
cheque book...haha, how often do i use a cheque. i rather ppl give me cash cheque..

and since i will be turning 21 in a few months time, i got to close one of accoun that i have
otherwise i wil have to pay a fee..but i stil cant decide which one i want to close down..
i mean there is no point keeping two account plus the UOB one i will have 3...not like
i will have that much money to bank it..

anyway, im asked to go back to aranda and work again, and should i go back?
everything is changing constantly and i dont know if i can adapt if i go back, but then
again, the manager is not there anymore, the fucking gf too..so i guess it is a much
better place to work there now right? oh well, i wil continue thinking..

anyway went to her story on thurs..it was held at zouk this time round..
and many funny things happened..hahah...and as usual, when its time to go home,
there will be a big crowd outside, and sure fights will go on between the groups..
haha..and i saw many friends there..some i haven see them for ages and some are ppl
that i dont want to see. but too bad, i dont own zouk.

i guess im handling the situation better compare to the first time, but stil, i wish that
none of all this has happened..then mayb we wil stil be living with our own lives..
our path will never crossed again..but it doesnt seems to happen...

anyway i realise that today u can be 80% involving in someone life..
and tmr, u mayb mean nothing to that person..changes are constant..
that applies to friends too..when they have so much goin on in their life and
u know nothing about it, the involvement rate is goin downhill..
and before u know it, u might not talk to that person again...and this is becoming
more common since adulthood is just round the corner...and i wonder if anyone knows
what im talking cos i getting myself confused too..argh!!

PDA or N95?

2008-03-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

went to the IT fair today..and bought a bluetooth earpiece...
hahah..hopefully this can help me now not to drive and talk using the phone at the same time..
and one more thing, the IT fair this year is so packed..hardly can walk..and taxi stand is
full of people...psp console out of stock...see how good sales is...

anyway..i went prawning yesterday...did the most cruel thing...
i use live small fish as my bait..at first i dare not touch, but one of the girl help me..
and then i try one myself..then i do it myself..
i think i caught about 15 prawns...haha..and the price is quite reasonable...
like 10 bucks per hour. think i wil go there again one of these day..

i understand the meaning of cash trapped like finally..
cos that whats im feeling right now, i was thinking if i should get a camera..
but then i think i should wait...ahah...so many things on my shopping list
and i wish i have all the money to get everything one shot..
but too bad, i dont have..hahah
i wonder why i dont have a millionaire as my daddy..

test tmr...got to study. will be back here soon if my next week is happening!!

2008-03-08T04:52:00.002+08:00

this week was quite a good one for me, parents was not in town from tues to thurs..
and with the car, i can do many things...hahah...and i did..
within 2 days, i click a total of 295km, so i should have travel quite a lot...
and something that im proud of...

I DROVE TO MALAYSIA!!!!(wed night aft 12am)

in the middle of the night, had supper, pump petrol then come out already...
i think i just spent 2 hrs there..but yet, im happy enough! :p
and also got to thank MS LER for having the courage to sit in the car and
go in with me..hahah, otherwise i dont think i wil go alone...
anyway the custom was not jammed, so lucky us, we just clear all of them smoothly...
just that they are more strict then before, so have to be careful with the things u carry...

then aft that we came home, sleep...and went in again in the aftnoon...
this time round without the car..haha, so that dont have to worry abt the car
whn we shop. so we went to have our usual lunch, then wash our hair..
and it is damn cheap, RM6 only...hahah..then went shopping at city square..
oh, the journey out sucks, wanted to take a car, but the uncle only tell us
that the 35 bucks in sing dollar and not RM, so we alighted cos its too expensive..
then wanted to take a cab to kota raya, but the stupid taxi uncle wanted to cheat our money..
and the evil grin...like wow...stupid idiots taking cab, so in the end, we walked away..
and i decide to walk there...so we walk round and round and finally make our
way there..now i know the way so wont get cheated by taxi driver the next time..

fri...
party time...
played mahjong, and i won..haha..not much thou, but last round my cards was very nice..
and then as usual, there are ppl that are drunk and unable to make their way home..
so they got to camp over...and i got some stupid shots and video clips...hahah..
10millions for pictures!!! u know who u are!

oh, happy belated 21th birthday to winnie lo jing wen...hope u have enjoy urself..

and sat is my day! im goin to spend it at home and replenish the sleep that i have lost....
and then...study for my test on mon..that all for now.
and i think this is quite a long entry!

2008-02-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

went to sim lim today to do some research on cameras..
and i realise that if u are not careful enough you wil be con easily..
so its important that you bring an expert with you..just like what i did..
anyway i want to get a underwater camera..i have been wishing for it like
10 millions years ago..but stil i haven got it..and now that i got the chance
to..i decide not to get my friend one.
firstly, it is a discontinued model and secondly, he is marking up his
price, thou its stil consider cheap..but if that person cannot be
trusted then there is no point getting something from him/her right..
and i saw a few SLR cameras...i wonder when i will have the money to buy it...

anyway my birthday is just two months away...and i only have a rough
idea of what i wanna to do..i scare i cannot get any chalet..
then i dont know what else i can do..and the chalet cannot be too small...
i need at least 4 rooms, however, the more the better..if not i scare not
enough for everyone.

and before that, i got 5 tests in march and 1 project due in march...
see how busy my life is...i wish i can complete everything by then..

人生真的要慢慢一步一步来，
不然真的会很煎熬。

2008-02-24T13:28:00.002+08:00

haven been here for the past two weeks. know why????
my life is boring, nothing much to update...
but if i dont do it know, this place is dead...
anyway sch started and tests are coming...but yet i stil dont have the
motivation to study..sometimes i ask myself if that the
course that i really want to do or im just doing for the sake of
doing it..but i guessed its too late for any regrets now...
thats life i've to admit.

anyway ive so much thing line up now, but just cos of certain factors
it got to wait..and im starting to plan for my bdae now...21th..
i remember celebrating my 18th bdae few yrs back and now..im turning 21.
i want to do something special, but it seems impossible with the crowd
im having..too big a crowd for hotel..too big a crowd for having only two
rooms at aranda...and i guessed i wil have to take a chalet with at least 4 rooms..

what else should i do? any suggestions??
argh!!!

bye, im lazy to continue blogging... :P

2008-02-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

so fake right??!!
Lipe Island
Us
On the way back
Chinese new yr treats!!yummy!

hello ppl...first of all...happy new year to all..hopefully its a lot of ang pao for everyone..

haha...trip to thailand wasnt that bad...but the brain is block to write everything

here...so just a brief one will do...

oh, we do not need to fill in white card to enter malaysia...thats good...

save a lot of trouble..and the is the very first time that i took a car to thailand...

but quite fast...i think just about 10hrs..

oh, i did 3 dive, only average...but saw lotsa of moray eels, lion fish, scopionfish..

i have the pictures but not with me..so wil upload it another time..

and im burnt as usual..and one more thing to add...the boat ride back was really bad..

the wave was big and the boat was practically off the sea..

and i got some backache and blue black thanks to it....

and back in Hat Yai, we light fireworks and firecracker to celebrate the new year...

and its fun. also my first time trying it...shiok!

something like the fireworks that we see during national day, but only

a smaller version of it...

oh today, im goin to a thai disco..heard the drinks are quite cheap..so hopefully

dont get too drunk and back in one piece...

anyway wil be back in singapore by sunday! i miss home, i cant wait to be home!!

bye ppl..

happy chinese new year once agn!

2008-02-01T21:23:00.000+08:00

alright, im leaving soon..my fren's car is on his way already..

so before i go..let me post such a short note...

for those who msg me before i go, thank you...

and dont worry, you will be miss by me..haha..

im goin to have my own fun and do things that i love..

short break before the new sch term starts..so im happy..

anyway, happy chinese new year in advance..i wish that everyone

wil have a good new year..and all wishes and dreams coming true..

last but not least, collect lotsa ang pao and we will meet up

when i back...dont forget the gambling and mahjong-in sessions..

bye~gone diving~

09:26pm

2008-01-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

on 19th jan 2008, 5 new lifes are born...my hamster gave birth to 6 but unfortunately
one is unable to survive...and the rest are fine..and they are so cute..

this show how fragile life is, they are so tiny but they have such strong will to live..
just like humans...when we are born, till the day we learn to decide what we want for ourselve..
this is all parts of growing up..

the day that im turning 21 is getting closer and closer as the day passes by...
and being 21 open me up to more challenge and more responsiblity...
so i guessed i should treasure the 4 months that i have and doing things that i want
and think i should do..wheather it is right or wrong..i will bear all the consequences..

i used to have many diff plans for my 21st party, but now, i clueless..
my yacht party is not goin be fufilled cos it cant accomodate too many ppl..
chalet again?? kinda boring right...so what is the best??

money please come find me..i really need you know...just stay with me for the rest of
my life pls...cos u make life easier for me.

ciao!

2008-01-19T00:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a day filled with many many fun and laughter...
went sento with my fren and her sis...she came from oversea so im there guide
anyway, my expenses are taken care of...so no worries for me..
our first stop is underwater world...the small world reminds me of diving...
and i realise that i haven been diving for the past yr...
and i miss the sea, i miss having the fishes swimming ard me...
and i miss everything..

second was the dolphin lagoon..the dolphin there are so cute...
and they are smart too..if only i can be a trainer there..
then aft that we went to the butterfly park..
its the most boring place in the whole sentosa...
we went to try thr cineplex ride(stimulator)and the 3D matrix..
sky tower...nth much to see beside the sun set are 5 plus...

oh, we play luge too...fun and exciting...haha..shall try agn the next time.
then aft that we went to watch the sound of the sea...
its good, and i think the person who thou of this must be someone
very smart...so ppl try it if u are there..
then went cafe del ma...didnt stay there for long cos we need to catch
the last cable car out..and then we went mount faber..just walk ard and
then cabbed home..its a long and tired day...

and poor guy, paid abt 500 bucks in total for 3 of us..hahah...
and why haven i receive the email that im waiting, is it for hard to have a place...hur!!! hahah..ok, bathing time

byebye

2008-01-13T18:02:00.001+08:00

im here to post my materialistic want cos someone say i must do it..
right?? lim pei xiang...hahaha...
i only need 8...so out of the millions i have i just choose to best 8!!

1)gucci belt(i seriously wants this!!!)

2)peugeot 3o7cc(if thats too much to ask 206cc will do too)

3)clothes(of some good brands..haha..)

4)more cash to travel (paris??)

5)bags(i know i got a few, but i want one small one frm crumpler and one addidas travel bag for mayb 5 days trip!)

6)new laptop

7)PDA phone

8)yacht(comes handy if i have powerboat licence)

haha..thats all i want..finally i finish it..
and actually aft doing it..beside no 1,2,5,7..the rest are not that important..

ciao!

2008-01-11T07:24:00.000+08:00

it was suppose to be a day well spent with my frens...
was indeed happy when we were out..
we had a lot today, 2 and 1/4bott of chivas, two beer tower..
and surprisely, we finish everything...not even a drop left...
and as expected not everyone went home sober..
but its was a whole lot of fun, aft so long and aft so much studying
have been goin on..this past wk is just the beginning of hell for me..
and whn i thou that i could cope with it..
i was wrong...

my mum change everything overnight, she converted my sis rm into
a study room, and now the whole house population are
squeezing in my bedroom, seriously, i dont like that idea...
but do i get to voice my opinion..? the answer is no....!!!
i wasnt even inform in the first place...why???
first time i realise that im living under someone roof therefore
i dont get to decide how i want my room to be...
i dont get to decide who sleep in...and i cant have it the way i want..
and now, im having the urge to save and move out..
somewher that i can make my own decision..
whn i already have enough stress at sch...i get it too whn im at home..
do they understand that i need my own space,and i dont get it...
whn we dont have enough rooms to slp, why have a study room..???
my maid took one corner, my sister another one and poor me left with one small one..my bedroom is divided into three parts now...
how "wonderful" is that?? arghhhhhhh..
is that somewher that i can be problem-free???
where i can decide what to do with my own personal life..
and not doing what others expect of me...
seriously, i hate it..the feeling sucks...i dont feel respected at all!!!
thousands and millions of why is running thru my head..
but i dont have the ans to it..

2008-01-06T18:26:00.000+08:00

hello...this is my very first post in 2008....
anyway, i started off this you in the way i wanna it to be...
at least i am happy compared to 2007...
and i finally went to make my passport, malaysia, here i come!!!
its suppose to be one of the resolutions but i forget to add in to the list..
but doesnt matter since i already got it done...thanks to my mum
for having her off day..ahahahif i got to pay, i think i wont go do it yet..

oh, happy birthday peng, i hope u had a great 21st party..
and may all ur wishes come true..and have a smooth year ahead!!
with love!

and...sch is starting tmr..kind of happy, nervous...
i wonder how will it be for me..will i enjoy myself whn
the whole clique is not there anymore?? i guess i got to learn to make the
best out of it right?? at least im not alone..

secondly,
take up biking or not...its something practical and dangerous..
so how? parents will disagree for sure, so i have to bear the cost
if i wanna learn..but yet, i want to convert back to class 3 licence..
and where do i keep my helmet if i get one??

and i looking forward to the diving trip in feb if i can make it there...
and i realise that i have a busy year...but its ok. at least im doin things
that make me happy person!

2007-12-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

here is a piece of good news to share...i've finally completed my diploma..
aft 15months of studies, i manage to finish it. all i can say is..
history never repeats itself...and im glad i made it...
jan will be a totally new school term for me, new environment...
and many new faces...and i trust that i can cope with it...

anyway christmas dinner went well that day, thou quite tired from
all the preparation but luckily everything turn out well...
good enough..and thats all im asking for...and next will be new year...
gone 2007 comes 2008...

new resolutions for 2008...

1) to convert my licence to class 3
2)to pass all my subjects first attempt
3)to be the owner of a gucci belt(not too much to ask for right??)
4)to have a wonderful 21th birthday
5)to make it to genting casino(hahah)
6)to save money(hopefully i can)
7)to get my power boat licence(if possible)
8)be happy

thats all i can think for now..and if i have anything to add...
i will be back...

2007-12-25T01:49:00.000+08:00

first of all..merry christmas to everyone, especially to my loves...
hopefully everyone will enjoy themselves in one way or another...
and receive many many presents..

2007 is ending in a few days time and new resolutions foe next year??
hopefully i come up with some that i can achieve next year...

lastly, my genting/KL trip...

day 1
this is a trip that is really a test of stamina, we arrived at genting..
at 530am and got to wait till 12noon before we can check in,
so we spent some time slping at the lobby and when the shops are all open,
we shop a little, some went to the casino..
aft checking in, we manage to catch a few hours of slp before goin to get
tickets for the theme parks, but cos of the rain and fog, not all the games
are open..so we just hang around and i had ice cream in such cold weather...
ice cream hardly melts..hahahah...then i try my luck at the casino at night..
and lucky me, i manage to go in..hahah..was winning at first but end up i lose...
but not much thou...

then went back to the room and catch some rest cos we got to check out
by noon..then aft that we head down to KL by cable car and cab..

day 2
after arriving at KL, we went back my fren's place to put our things..
then went for dinner, quite reasonable price, and the food is good...
then went to the china town to shop, but some stuffs, and that place is good
for bargaining..hahah...by the time we went home that day is about 1 plus...
and it was 3am when i went to bed..

day 3
second at KL, we went to sungei wang, shopping mall...the things there...
quite cheap and wide varieties..we took about 4hours before we can complete
the whole mall...and by the time we already bought stuffs that we wanted to get...aft that we went back to chinatown to continue shopping as some of
them wants to buy the things they see there..

aft that wanted to go disco but cant since we are in shorts and slippers...
so went for ktv instead..haha..open two bottles and happily
singing/drinking until we went back so high that i fell asleep the moment
i lie on the sofa..hahaha..JW black label is strong...hahaha

day 4
last day at KL,decide not to follow them for shopping since im quite tired..
so wake up around 1 plus to pack the house and do some cleaning...
so i realise we had a lot of things to carry since those who went shopping didnt
bring their stuffs with them...and when we load the cab, the boot is full...
and not only that, we had bags on our lap, each and everyone of us..hahah...

almost late for the coach but luckily we made it in time...
home sweet home...

and its time for me to make a new passport, i dont want to be caught
at custom again!!!

byebye!!

good night!!

2007-12-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a real bad day to end with..something terrible happen..
and making me damn confused..all sorts of mix feeling..
but hopefully everything gonna be alright, and get the damage done soon...
hai..this is the dont know how many times already..
why cant i be more careful...huh...but it too dark to be careful..

then went to kap to study..and im so tired..hopefully can passs...
if not then i dunno what to do already...

i realise my life is so dull now..and i dunno what i can post up here cos
nothing interesting is happening in my life..why ah? can someone tell me the reason??

forget it! shall be back then!

2007-12-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

friendship circle
Look at those mischievous ppl behind

We are going home!

chalet has ended yesterday morning and after resting so much...i finally replenish all the energy..this chalet has been the so far so good one..thou something unpleasant happened..

i dont think i should say it here cos i dont know who read my blog..

overall it was fun, from the part that we are buying food till the bbq, pillow blanket fight...

and i swear, the guys dont even bother to be gentle even thou we are girls..

and lastly the checking out...it went well, at least for me!

the first night there, we have this game, but yet again, not really a game..

it a little bit like peer evaluation, or reflection..the girls and boys...

we sat in a circle..and we comment on the person plus and minus point..

each and everyone ok, and then everyone will tell u how they fl abt you...

its was awkward in the beginning cos u dont know if u wil say things that hurt someone..

but slowly the awkwardness went away..and i think its quite good..

at least u get to know how ppl think of you, good or bad! u get to hear the truth..

i guess thats all i want to say..pictures tells eveything, therefore...its better for me to post

pictures that we have taken...i miss chalet and i wonder whn is the next one we are goin to have?

thanks for everything, from day 1 to the very last day! it was good and will be kept

in my memories and grow with me!

2007-12-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

today was a good day shopping at bugis..my legs are all aching...
but small achievement, i bought something..hahah..
and finally met up with my frens aft 3 days...thou its only 3 days..
but somehow it fl like millions yrs...anyway gonna have chalet tmr..
was wondering if i should just go on wed instead...pondering on it!!
i cant wait for christmas dinner to be over!

if friendship were to end this way...i rather it has never started in the first place...
i finally understand the logic of magnet!

2007-11-30T02:27:00.000+08:00

see how messy we are studying!

This is a West Side Story Entry!

today someone ask me...what kind of supernatural power i want to have...

and i have the answer now..i want time to stop or mayb slow down..

so that we can slowly enjoy the process of everything...

anyway i think it will be a long post today cos i got so much to say...

final exam is over, mugging days are over...but i missing it badly now..

i wish for time to return to those days..and now that the diploma course

has ended...everyone will be seperated from here...each living their own lifes..

and i cant believe 15 months is over just like that..

its over whn i just began to love goin to sch..love the grp that i hang out with...

why must reality always be like that...???

spend the first 3 days of the week studying in sch and at west coast mac..

and got bitten by all those irritating mosquitoes..hopefully exam results

would be like what i expected it to be..however, i need a miracle to happen..

but im happy that i have made some true friends here...

and friends that i think will last long...and friends from different country...

through all these, i learnt to cherish before its too late..

anyway was at MOS the night before...nothing special...

but the only thing that make it memorable was i was force to make up..

so 3 kind souls did the make up for me!! ahahah...

and thou i couldnt drink cos im driving..i really had enjoy myself...

the last grp group outing we are having...and mayb a good way

to end things...but the real hard feeling is when we are goin home..

somehow i can feel everyone left with a heavy heart that night..

we wish time could stop for a moment..

and seriously i am thankful that god gave me such good classmates

that make my life for the past 15 months so easy to pass...

making studying so enjoyable..for the help that i have receive and

for the fun that i have enjoyed.

without these people..i dont know what would be the ending now..

thank you, for being the one of the chapters in my life.

2007-11-24T04:05:00.000+08:00

this is just a gentle reminder for myself..
i got so much to blog and so much to do...but..
im very very tired and shagged right now..
so i dont think im in the right mind of blogging...
so i shall come back here soon...
to update..

alright..good night and bye!

2007-11-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

i got another two new friend in the house..ahahha
they are the two hamster that me and my bro just bought..
i dont know whats the breed..i mean i know its drawf hamster..
haha..we had a pair..so that my bro can see it breed...hahah
i think his attention will be on the two new toys of his for the next two wks..

anyway...im goin to start k booking tmr..
hopefully will be in time to pass all my modules..cos
i have already made payment for my degree that is commencing
on jan...and its 1.5 yrs of hard work and im done with studying..
then i can start earning and all the things that i want to have...
will start coming in one by one...ahhaha
but i think i wil be old by then...thats the prob with growing up!

2007-11-16T22:55:00.001+08:00

this is the second post for today..

what is right from wrong and wat is wrong for right??

why doesnt anyone seems to bother??

why is the world changing so fast???

faster than the speed that i accepting those change??

why good things have to come to an end???

why? why? why? why?

does anyone have the ans to it?

2007-11-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

today is the 16th...haha..im happy because its one yr since i passed TP
so i can officially take down my P plate...do not have to display it anymore...
but i hardly put it cos my dad dont like it...ahaha
and now...i have 24 points under my name..so i shall try not to get
any demerits then i wil have additional points right...ok...
i promise to learn and be a safe and cautious driver ok..haha

ok, exam in a week time, i dont know if im fully prepared for it..
but i know its something that i cannot escape..
so just got to make the best out of wat i can do...study harder..
memories more...i think i can stil make it in time to pass..

2007-11-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

今天的我想用华文来写blog..

今天真的是忙碌的一天，原本想回来好好睡个觉..
可是躺在床上时，脑海里出现了许回忆。。
想起以前的日子，多么的自由自在。。跟现在比起来还是觉得
从前的我比较快乐。。

如果时间能倒流，我希望它能回到2004年。。
因为在那年，我找到了知己和好朋友，得到了我所谓的快乐。。
沉醉在自己的童话故事里。。回想起来，偶尔也会甜甜的对自己笑，
可是，随着时间的飞逝，这些快乐慢慢的消失，换来的是一些莫名其妙的责任。。
好朋友也渐渐的跟不上彼此的脚步。
所谓的好景不常在应该是这个意识。。

现在的我，想要的只是做个普通人，不想做那些我不希欢的事。
可惜，我别无选择。人生没有的从来，失去的也不可能回头，
勇敢的往前走才是最真实的。在终点看到的人才是正正懂你的人。
我的人生终点会有谁我也不知道！

反正快乐也要过一天，痛苦也要过一天，不如选择快乐的过！

2007-11-11T01:10:00.000+08:00

hahaa...i went for facial yesterday,my face hurts from the squeezing
and poking...but i think my face is cleaner now..haah..
and then went lagoon for dinner with my frens...was so bloated whn
i came back..

ok..actually i wanted to upload some photos here..but then i think
cos of the file format..i cannot open..haha..some lame pics that
we took at town..just beside far east plaza..i dunno wat is the name of that place..creative room or something like that..ahha

lastly...date at ashton today...for my cousin bdae..hahah...
haha..yummy food and good company makes my life happy...
loves the world!

2007-11-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

my diploma course is ending, and im kind of having this mix feeling
inside me...suddenly, i dont know what is the next goal in my life...
its like so aimless and i hate to have this feeling..
should i go for a degree that is wanted from me from my parents...
or should i do wat i want at my own pace? things that i think is right?
seriously...i have no idea at all...an ending or a new beginning ahead??
sometimes i wonder why outsiders can envy my life, whn it is so pathatic..
studys..frens...work...everything looks good exterior but..
i cant say the same for the interior..i dont dare to make a choice..
cos i scare it wil be a wrong one..but yet i know thats wat i want..
i just lack the courage to face everything...alone..
i scare to disappoint ppl...especially my parents...too much money involve...

today i open the letter box, i receive two things, one letter to notify me
of my attendance..another one is the condition offer by RMIT for my
degree course...i got a big headache now..unconfident that i wil pass
al the paper in one go...but yet the deadline to pay the fees is next wk...
so if i fail DMS mean 2k gone from the pocket...but if i pass then
i have to wait another yr...so should i or should i not accept the offer...??
this is just somethings that came at the wrong time..and has affect my
mood very badly! i hate to think, i hate to make a choice..
but i have to...before 17 nov...thats my deadline..

anyway studying week gonna start next wk..cos too much to study alr..
and...i think i have to buck up...dont want to regret later...
so hopefully i can handle..

haha..i have gone back to playing maple story...ahaha..not those
addictive kind..but for fun..why the sudden..errrm..cos my fren was playing..
and he ask me to help him level up...ahaha

ok, actually i stil got some other things to blog, but i cannt remb..
so forget it...if i happen to remb then i wil come back and update agn..
if cannt then forget it..ahha

2007-11-05T16:08:00.000+08:00

the killer week is finally over...ok, why killer week, i shall explain..
i have to submit two projects, do one presentation, one test, 6 days of sch...
and then i have to rush for my report and im got to be at sento for two days... from 6.45 am to like 8pm...so im glad its fially over..
just that there will be a test tmr but at least aft that i have a lot of free time..
ahahah..15 more days before exam break, must study real hard this time
round so that i dont have to take any sup paper...and then im done with
this course..take a break before deciding wat to do next...

and my family if goin to genting and KL on the 26-29th...
leaving me alone at home with the maid..and the car...
but the sad thing is, its my exam period..so the car wil be not so fully utilise..
the most it wil be at KAP car park waiting for me to finish studying..
but at least i get the car on the 28th...last paper so i can go anywher i
want aft that...wow...looking forward to it
*my car door will be fix by then*

anyway one of my fren went for the subaru challenge..damn poor thing...
have to endure the sun and rain and the cold weather at night...
i really take my hat off them..hahah..was thinking if i should join next yr...
but then if i go, i wil drag someone along with me...ahhah
must be someone that can yak with me for at least 3 nights...

ok, i see money coming in..not very much but at least its something..
bye bye..im off to town to support my fren now!

2007-10-28T02:36:00.000+08:00

lesson learnt today...simplicity of life..
it doesnt matter if the whole world isnt there with you..
as long as the one that are importants are with you...
it doesnt matter if its only a simple dinner...
as long as the one that u yearn to eat with are there...
it doesnt matter if no one else remember...
as long as someone do....

being happy doesnt mean u have to be rich..
doesnt mean that u have to own something under your name...
have all sorts of branded goods...but then...
why cant human being get this point into their brain??
im trying to learn how to appreciate things that are cheap and good.
but its hard cos once u own something branded u would ask for more..
but i will try..learnin to be contented with what i have...
i guessed whn u are contented with your life, you wil be more carefree...
cos i think its more pitiful if u have everything but have no one to share the joy with you..and im glad that there is always someone there..

anyway..

veron..happy birthday..i know u are the happiest girl on earth tonight..
and hope u have enjoy yourselve today...love..

cand...thanks for the the movie or rather thanks for accompany me to the movie..hahah..im not angry at all whn u cannt make it the first night..and thou it was just a simple show..but its good enough alr..nothing more to ask for! haa.

nights...
i love the way i spend my day!

2007-10-20T10:42:00.000+08:00

finally met up with my diving frens yesterday after a long time...
and i went back to sch yesterday aft 3 days of mc...hahah
then thanks to winnie, she came to pick me up frm sch...
met zihui then went old airport rd for lunch...aft that we went back her place..
slack and just do nothing..hahah..at night went 85 for dinner...
then aft that at lavander food square with my diving frens..
chit chat for 3hrs...haha...was planning for the next dive trip leh
and i want very much to go...but i dont know if i can make it or not..
cos it hits right thru the chinese new yr...and i dont know if i have sch
by then ant...very diff choice to make..so how?
shall consider about it and hopefully i can come to a conclusion before
they buy tickets...if not i wil have to go alone agn...

so many holidays that i dont even know how to plan..
it seems like the holiday are not enough for me this time round...

tonight is drinking night, anyway its a saturday night
and tmr most prob i wil hav nth on..unless the family wants to go malaysia..
if not i wil be free throughout the days..haha..thats my one
and only day that i can slp thru without setting alarm to wake me up..

i LOVES sunday! :)

2007-10-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

i have enjoyed myself at sentosa yesterday...the sun was good...
the company was good and everything went well...mayb just that
im a lil over-tanned now cos the sun yesterday was really strong..
and my face is in pain..haha...and i realise that i haven gone
swimming for awhile already..mayb i should go this sun...
before goin malaysia (if im goin)..
but then i dont know if i can grab my sis along ant...ahaha
cos she is my only swimming companion...
aft that went chomp chomp for dinner..and its was really crowded...
but its weekend so i guessed the crowd is expected..
and then we went the this pier and the nightview there is very nice..
but i think we will a lil too noise there...haha..
disturbed the couples there but too bad, they are unlucky..

anyway first test date is drawing near..and hopefully i can pass..
i dont ask for too much really..just a pass will do...

and i have also decide to take manual lessons..but have yet to discuss
it with my dad..but i tink i should do it now since i have the time...
and i wil have to do it sooner or later...will check it out first..
the total cost and everything then will confirm..

ok...11.16pm check out, time for bed!!!

2007-10-11T18:06:00.001+08:00

finally sunshine after rain..the feeling is really good...
and its another lesson learnt..a part of growing up...
and i had enjoy myself last night...

cass, happy birthday..and i hope u have enjoy yourself in
a way or another...and we will have a long way to go...
love!!

ok..another thing...i took a bus to sch today..first time in my whole
course in SIM...hahah..im surprise too..and i reached sch at abt
9.40am...hahah..its shows that i can take a bus ok!!
but then my dad called me at 9am to tel me that i can use the car..
so if i were to leave the hse later..i wil be driving to sch...
and it would be something i would prefer more rather than taking bus..

2007-10-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

too much have been goin on these week...and it make me very tired of everything...
i tink i just have to leave it to fate..whether we wil stil work out or not..
i really dont know..if it doesnt, mayb we could just say..we really did tried our best..
but hopefully we do not hav to turn out this way...
we have been arguing too much recently...too many misunderstanding...
too many unhappiness that we kept witin oursleves that make us end up like that..
and im really tired and confused..wat is the right thing to do..what is the wrong thing to do..
i really dont know wat is the next move...is it really possible to settle everything
without hurting anyone..is there no way to save the friendship between us...
i dont know...i really dont know...this time round im beaten hands down..
i dont wish to fight anymore..its such a small thing...why does it have to end in
such a way....the frienship we built up throughout the years...wher did it go???
its disappointing to know that we are so fragile...small things turn to big things and
we have to go our own ways...
we are all guessing each other thinking now..we are all assuming...

2007-10-04T02:03:00.000+08:00

i came in with many things on my mind to blog, but i dont know
wher i should start from...cos there is too much to say..but it is too hard
to describe it in words..
sometimes it just take a few minutes for you to reflect on your actions..
to know if u are doin the right or wrong thing?!
to follow the crowd even thou u know its wrong, just to please everyone
except yourselve...do u have to really go to that extend..
before today, i thou that everyone would envy us..but aft today...
i know im wrong, everyone was seeing how pathetic we are..
but we dont even realise it ourselves...!!!
too much commitment that we are not doin it from the heart??
or we took everything for granted?? that we thou it was something
that is meant to be ours??
mayb we are wrong somewher but how many chance do we get in life
to make sure that it will stil turn out alright..
many empty promises were made...many rules were set...
but doesnt anyone really care???
yes,if we have the determination to make the changes...how long can it last???
if everything have to come to an end someday...will we cry??
will we feel the pain?? will someone take the effort to really
keep it goin? i have my doubts!
maybe we should really think of wat is the right way out..
like a married couple, if they are not frank with each other..
things will never it work, it goes the same way for everyone